“Doost think I have forgotten how to read since the day I put my hand to a writing you’ve hid so long from them it most concerns? Ay, I can read, and I can write, and I will prove that I can speak too before I’ve done.”
“Read—read,” rejoined the old man hoarsely, his hands tightly gripping the chair-arm.
“The fever caught him at Shendy—that is the place—”
“He is not dead—David is not dead?” came the sharp, pained interruption. The old man’s head strained forward, his eyes were misty and dazed.
Soolsby’s face showed no pity for the other’s anxiety; it had a kind of triumph in it. “Nay, he is living,” he answered. “He got well of the fever, and came to Cairo, but he’s off again into the desert. It’s the third time. You can’t be tempting Providence for ever. This paper here says it’s too big a job for one man—like throwing a good life away. Here in England is his place, it says. And so say I; and so I have come to say, and to hear you say so, too. What is he there? One man against a million. What put it in his head that he thinks he can do it?”
His voice became lower; he fixed his eyes meaningly on the other. “When a man’s life got a twist at the start, no wonder it flies off madlike to do the thing that isn’t to be done, and leave undone the thing that’s here for it to do. Doost think a straight line could come from the crooked line you drew for him?”
“He is safe—he is well and strong again?” asked the old man painfully. Suddenly he reached out a hand for the paper. “Let me read,” he said, in a voice scarce above a whisper.
He essayed to take the paper calmly, but it trembled in his hands. He spread it out and fumbled for his glasses, but could not find them, and he gazed helplessly at the page before him. Soolsby took the paper from him and read slowly:
“... Claridge Pasha has done good work in Egypt, but he is a generation too soon, it may be two or three too soon. We can but regard this fresh enterprise as a temptation to Fate to take from our race one of the most promising spirits and vital personalities which this generation has produced. It is a forlorn hope. Most Englishmen familiar with Claridge Pasha’s life and aims will ask—”
An exclamation broke from the old man. In the pause which followed he said: “It was none of my doing. He went to Egypt against my will.”