She realized it, and she was apprehensive of some desperate act; yet she had no physical fear of him. Something seemed to tell her that, no matter what happened, Ingolby would not wait for her in vain, and that he would yet see her enter to him again with the love-light in her eyes.
“But listen to me,” Jethro said, with an unnatural shining in his eyes, his voice broken in its passion. “You think you can come it over me with your Gorgio talk and the clever things you’ve learned in the Gorgio world. You try to look down on me. I’m as well born or as ill born as you. The only difference between us is the way you dress, the way you live and use your tongue. All that belongs to the life of the cities. Anyone can learn it. Anyone well born like you and me, with a little practice, can talk like Gorgio dukes and earls. I’ve been among them and I know. I’ve had my friends among them, too. I’ve got the hang of it all. It’s no good to me, and I don’t want it. It’s all part of a set piece. There’s no independence in that life; you live by rule. Diable! I know. I’ve been in palaces; I’ve played my fiddle to the women in high places who can’t blush. It’s no good; it brings nothing in the end. It’s all hollow. Look at our people there.” He swept a hand to the tent door.
“They’re tanned and rough, as all out-door things are rough, but they’ve got their share of happiness, and every day has its pleasures. Listen to them!” he cried with a gesture of exultation. “Listen to that!”
The colour slowly left Fleda’s face. Outside in the light of the dying fires, under the glittering stars, in the shade of the trees, groups of Romanys were singing the Romany wedding melody, called “The Song of the Sealing.” It was not like the ringing of wedding bells alone, it sealed blessing upon the man and the woman. It was a poem in praise of marriage passion; it was a paean proclaiming the accomplishment of life. Crude, primitive, it thrilled with Eastern feeling; a weird charm was showered from its notes.
“Listen!” exclaimed Jethro again, a fire burning in his face. “That’s for you and me. To them you are my wife, and I am your man. ‘Mi Duvel’—it shall be so! I know women. For an hour you will hate me; for a day you will resent me, and then you will begin to love me. You will fight me, but I will conquer. I know you—I know you—all you women. But no, it will not be I that will conquer. It’s my love that will do it. It’s a den of tigers. When it breaks loose it will have its way. Here it is. Can’t you see it in my face? Can’t you hear it in my voice? Don’t you hear my heart beating? Every throb says, ‘Fleda—Fleda—Fleda, come to me.’ I have loved you since you were three. I want you now. We can be happy. Every night we will make a new home. The world will be ours; the best that is in it will come to us. We will tap the trees of happiness—they’re hid from the Gorgio world. You and I will know where to find them. Every land shall be ours; every gift of paradise within our reach—riches, power, children. Come back to your own people; be a true daughter of the Ry of Rys; live with your Romany chal. You will never be at home anywhere else. It’s in your bones; it’s in your blood; it’s deeper than all. Here, now, come to me—my wife.”
He flung the flap of the tent door across the opening, shutting out the camp-fires and the people. “Here—now—come. Be mine while they sing.”
For one swift moment the great passion and eloquence of the man lifted her off her feet; for one instant the Romany in her triumphed, and a thrill of passion passed through her, storming her senses, like a mist shutting out all the rest of the world. This Romany was right; there was in her the wild thing—the everlasting strain of race and years breaking down all the defences which civilized life had built up within her. Just for one instant so—and then there flashed before her a face with two blind eyes.
Like a stream of ether playing upon warm flesh, making it icy cold, so something of the ineradicable good in her swept like a frozen spray upon the elements of emotion, and with both hands she made a gesture of repulsion.
His eyes with their reddish glow burned nearer and nearer to her. He bulked over her, driving her back against the couch by the tent wall. For an instant like that—and then, with clenched hand, she struck him in the face.
Swift as had been the change in her, so a change like a cyclone swept over him. The hysterical passion which had possessed him suddenly passed, and a dark, sullen determination swept into his eyes and over his face. His lips parted in a savage smile.