Wild Youth, Complete

by Gilbert Parker

Once during the meal she seemed to start slightly, as though she heard a familiar sound, and for some minutes afterwards she seemed to be listening, as it were, for a knock at the door, which did not come. Immediately after that, Patsy, happy in sitting down to table with “the quality”—for such they were to him—because he saw that Louise must be distracted, and because he had seen story-telling, many a time, draw people away from their troubles even more than music, said:

“Did you remember the day it is, anny of you? Shure, it’s St. Droid’s Day! Aw, then, don’t you know who he was? You don’t! Well, well, there’s no tellin’ how ignorant the wurruld can be. St. Droid—aw, he was a good man that brought the two children of Chief Diarmid and Queen Moira together. You didn’t know about them two? You niver h’ard of Chief Diarmid and Queen Moira and their two lovely children? Well, there it is, there’s no sayin’ how ignorant y’are if y’are not Irish. Aw no, they wasn’t man and wife. Diarmid was a widower and Moira was a widow. Diarmid’s boy was Filion and Moira’s girl was Fiona, an’ the troubles of the two’d make a book for ivry day of the week, an’ two for Sunday. An’ the way that St. Droid brought them two together Aw, come outside in the gardin where the moon’s to the full, an’ it’s warm enough for anny man or woman that’s got a warm heart, an’ I’ll tell you the story of Filion and Fiona. You’ll not be forgettin’ the names of them now, will ye? And while I’m tellin’ you, all the time you’ll be thinkin’ of St. Droid, for it’s his day. It was nothin’ till him, St. Droid, that he lived in a cave, you understan’? Wasn’t his face like the sun comin’ up over the lake at Ballinhoe in the month of June! Well, it doesn’t matter if you’ve niver seen Ballinhoe—you understan’ what I mean. Well, then come out intil the gardin, darlins. Shure, I’m achin’ to tell you the story—as fine a love-story as iver was told to man and woman.”

So it was that Louise with eyes alight-for Patsy had a voice that could stir imagination in the dullest—so it was that Louise and the others went out into the moonlit garden, the prairie around them like an endless waste of sea. There they placed themselves in a half circle around Patsy, who sat upon a little bench, with his back to the big spreading elm-tree, which by some special gift had grown alone over the myriad years, defying storm and winter’s frost, until it seemed to have an honoured permanence, as stable as the prairie earth itself.

As they seated themselves, there was renewed in Louise the feeling she had at supper-time, when she had imagined—or had her senses accurately divined? that Orlando was near, so sure had been the sensation that she had expected Orlando to enter the room where they sat. Now it was on her again, and somehow she felt him there with her. He was Filion and she was Fiona.

Since the day she had first seen Orlando, she had awakened to life’s realities. There had grown in her an alertness and a delicate sense of things, which, though natural to one born with a soul that cared little for sordid things, was not common, except in Celtic circles where the unseen thing is more real than the seen; where gold and precious stones are only valued in so far as they can purchase freedom, dreams and desire.

Louise had not been thrilled without cause. Orlando, the real material Orlando, had driven out to Nolan Doyle’s ranch, but having come, could not at first bring himself to enter. Something in him kept saying that it was not fair to her; kept admonishing him to let things take their course; that now was not the time to see her; that it might place her in a false position. Blameless though she was, she might be blamed by the world, if he and she, on the night that she fled from Joel Mazarine should meet, and, above all, meet alone—and what was the good of meeting at all, if they did not meet alone! What could two voiceless people say to each other, people who only spoke with their hearts and souls, when others were staring at them, watching every act, listening for every word. His better sense kept telling him to go back to Slow Down Ranch.

But there she was inside Nolan Doyle’s house, and he had come deliberately to see her.

He stood outside in the garden near the great spreading elm-tree, torn by a sense of duty and a sense of desire; but the desire was to let her see by his presence that he would be a tower of strength to her, no matter what happened. It was not the desire which had possessed him whom Patsy Kernaghan had called the keeper of the “zoolyogical” garden.

He had just made up his mind that courage was the right thing: that he must see her in the presence of others for one minute, whatever the issue, when she came out with Patsy Kernaghan, the Young Doctor, and Norah and Nolan Doyle. None saw him, and, as they seated themselves, he stepped noiselessly under the spreading branches of the elm-tree. He would not speak to them yet; he would wait. In the shade made by the drooping branches he could not be seen, yet he could hear and see all.

There was silence for a moment, and then Patsy began the tale of St. Droid—“whoever he was,” as Patsy said to himself; for he was going to make up out of his head this story of St. Droid and St. Droid’s Day, and Queen Moira, Filion and Fiona. It was a bold idea, but it gave Patsy the opportunity of his life.