But once or twice he found her looking at him, and then there was upon her face a mingled expression of contempt and irresistible aversion which chilled him to the marrow.
These qualities were indeed so much more plainly developed towards himself than they had been before, that at last a conviction which he at first rejected as incredible forced itself into his mind. This conviction was, that Belle had disbelieved his denial of the engagement, and in her eagerness for revenge, must have told Ida the whole story. The thought made him feel faint. Well, there was but one thing to be done—face it out.
Once when the Squire’s back was turned he had ventured to attempt some little verbal tenderness in which the word “dear” occurred, but Ida did not seem to hear it and looked straight over his head into space. This he felt was trying. So trying did he find the whole entertainment indeed that about half-past nine he rose and came away, saying that he had received some bank papers which must be attended to that night.
Now most men would in all human probability have been dismayed by this state of affairs into relinquishing an attempt at matrimony which it was evident could only be carried through in the face of the quiet but none the less vigorous dislike and contempt of the other contracting party. But this was not so with Edward Cossey. Ida’s coldness excited upon his tenacious and obstinate mind much the same effect that may be supposed to be produced upon the benighted seeker for the North Pole by the sight of a frozen ocean of icebergs. Like the explorer he was convinced that if once he could get over those cold heights he would find a smiling sunny land beyond and perchance many other delights, and like the explorer again, he was, metaphorically, ready to die in the effort. For he loved her more every day, till now his passion dominated his physical being and his mental judgment, so that whatever loss was entailed, and whatever obstacles arose, he was determined to endure and overcome them if by so doing he might gain his end.
He was reflecting upon all this on the morning in question when Mr. Quest, looking very cool, composed and gentlemanlike, was shown into his room, much as Colonel Quaritch had been shown in two mornings before.
“How do you do, Quest?” he said, in a from high to low tone, which he was in the habit of adopting towards his official subordinates. “Sit down. What is it?”
“It is some business, Mr. Cossey,” the lawyer answered in his usual quiet tones.
“Honham Castle mortgages again, I suppose,” he growled. “I only hope you don’t want any more money on that account at present, that’s all; because I can’t raise another cent while my father lives. They don’t entail cash and bank shares, you know, and though my credit’s pretty good I am not far from the bottom of it.”
“Well,” said Mr. Quest, with a faint smile, “it has to do with the Honham Castle mortgages; but as I have a good deal to say, perhaps we had better wait till the things are cleared.”
“All right. Just ring the bell, will you, and take a cigarette?”