“It would have made a difference with me, and it might have made a difference with Berrie. She mightn’t have been so free with you at the start, if she’d known who you were. You looked sick and kind of lonesome, and that worked on her sympathy.”
“I was sick and I was lonesome, and she has been very sweet and lovely to me, and it breaks my heart to think that her kindness and your friendship should bring all this trouble and suspicion upon her. Let’s go up to the Moore camp and have it out with them. I’ll make any statement you think best.”
“I reckon the less said about it the better,” responded the older man. “I’m going up to the camp, but not to talk about my daughter.”
“How can you help it? They’ll force the topic.”
“If they do, I’ll force them to let it alone,” retorted McFarlane; but he went away disappointed and sorrowful. The young man’s evident avoidance of the subject of marriage hurt him. He did not perceive, as Norcross did, that to make an announcement of his daughter’s engagement at this moment would be taken as a confession of shameful need. It is probable that Berrie herself would not have seen this further complication.
Each hour added to Wayland’s sense of helplessness and bitterness. “I am in a trap. I can neither help Berrie nor help myself. Nothing remains for me but flight, and flight will also be a confession of guilt.”
Once again, and in far more definite terms, he perceived the injustice of the world toward women. Here with Berrie, as in ages upon ages of other times, the maiden must bear the burden of reproach. “In me it will be considered a joke, a romantic episode, in her a degrading misdemeanor. And yet what can I do?”
When he re-entered the cabin the Supervisor had returned from the camp, and something in his manner, as well as in Berrie’s, revealed the fact that the situation had not improved.
“They forced me into a corner,” McFarlane said to Wayland, peevishly. “I lied out of one night; but they know that you were here last night. Of course, they were respectful enough so long as I had an eye on them, but their tongues are wagging now.”
The rest of the evening was spent in talk on the forest, and in going over the ranger’s books, for the Supervisor continued to plan for Wayland’s stay at this station, and the young fellow thought it best not to refuse at the moment.