CHAPTER TWELFTH.
ONE OF THE FUR-SEWERS.
“I suppose if you’d been born on the top of a hill in New Hampshire with the stones so thick ten miles of stone wall couldn’t have used ’em up, an’ the steeple of the Methodist meetin’-house the only thing in sight, maybe you’d have wanted to get where you could see folks too. It was just Elkins luck to have another hill between us an’ the village so’t I couldn’t see beyond the woods between. If there was a contrary side to anything it always fell to father, an’ I’m some like him, though I’ve got mother’s way of never knowing when I’m knocked flat, though I’ve had times enough to find out. But I said straight through, ‘If ever there’s a chance of getting to New York I’ll take it. Boston won’t do. I want the biggest an’ the stirringest thing there is in the United States,’ an’ Leander felt just as I did.
“Leander lived down the valley a way, an’ such cobble-stones as hadn’t come to our share had come to his. He’d laid wall from the time he was ten years old, and he’d sat on the hay an’ cried for pure lonesomeness. His folks weren’t any hands to talk, an’ he couldn’t even have the satisfaction of meetin’ Sundays, because they was Seventh Day Baptists, an’ so set a minister couldn’t get near ’em. An’ Leander was conscientious an’ thought he ought to stay by. I didn’t. I told him from the time we went to school together that I was bound to get to New York, an’ that sort of fired him up, an’ we’ve talked hours to time about what it was like, an’ what we’d do if we ever got there. My folks were set against the notion, an’ so were his, but he went after a while, with some man that was up in the summer an’ that gave him a place in a store. I couldn’t go on account of father’s dying sudden an’ mother’s holdin’ on harder’n ever to me, but she was took within the year, an’ there I was, free enough, an’ not a soul in the world but Leander’s folks that seemed to think much one way or another how I was likely to come out.
“There was a mortgage on the farm, an’ Dr. Grayson foreclosed an’ had most of the money for his bill; an’ when things were all settled I had forty dollars in cash an’ the old furniture. Leander’s folks was dreadful short for things, for they’d been burned out once, an’ so I just turned everything over to them but some small things I could pack in my trunk, mother’s teaspoons an’ such, an’ walked down to the village an’ took the stage for Portsmouth. I wasn’t scared. I didn’t care nor think how I looked. It was heaven to think I was on the way to folks an’ the things folks do. I ain’t given to crying, but that day I sat back in the stage an’ cried just for joy to think I was going to have something different.
“All this time I hadn’t thought much what I’d do. Forty dollars seemed a big lot, enough for weeks ahead. I’d done most everything about a house, an’ I could make everything I wore. I had only to look at a pattern an’ I could go home an cut out one like it. The dress I had on was cheap stuff, but when I looked at other folks’s I saw it wasn’t so much out o’ the way. So I said, most likely some dressmaker would take me, an’ I’d try my luck that way. This was before I got to Boston, an’ I went round there all the afternoon before it was time to take the train, for the conductor told me just what to do, an’ I hadn’t a mite of trouble. I never do going to a strange place. I was half a mind to stay in Boston when I saw the Common an’ the crowds of folks. I sat still there an’ just looked at ’em, an’ cried again for joy to think I’d got where there were so many. ‘But there’ll be more in New York,’ I said, ‘an’ there’ll be sure to be plenty ready to do a good turn.’ I could have hugged ’em all. I didn’t think then the time would ever come that I’d hate the sight of faces an’ wish myself on top of the hill in the cobble-stones, but it did, an’ it does now sometimes.
“I went on board the boat that night sort of crazy. I’d gone an’ got some sandwiches an’ things at a place the conductor told me, an’ I sat on the deck in the moonlight an’ ate my supper. I’d been too happy to eat before, an’ I was so happy then I could hardly keep still. There was a girl not far off, a kind of nice-looking girl, an’ she watched me, an’ at last she began to talk. In half an hour I knew all about her an’ she about me. She was a Rhode Island girl an’ had worked in a mill near Providence, an’ gone to New York at last an’ learned fur-sewing. She said it was a good trade, an’ she made ten an’ twelve dollars a week while the season lasted an’ never less than five. This seemed a mint of money, an’ when she said one of their old hands had died, an’ she could take me right in as her friend an’ teach me herself, I felt as if my fortune was made.
“Well, I went with her next day. She had a room in Spring Street, near Hudson,—an old-fashioned house that belonged to two maiden sisters, an’ I went in with her the first night, an’ afterward for a while had the hall bedroom. It didn’t take me long to learn. It was a Jew place an’ there were thirty girls, but he treated us well. For my part I’ve fared just as well with Jews as ever I did with Christians, an’ sometimes better. I’d taken to Hattie so that I couldn’t bear to think of leaving her, an’ so I let my dressmaking plan go. But I’ll tell you what I found out in time. These skins are all dressed with arsenic. The dealers say there’s nothing poisonous about them, but of course they lie. Every pelt has more or less in it, an’ the girls show it just as the artificial-flower girls show it. Your eyelids get red an’ the lids all puffy, an’ you’re white as chalk. The dealers say the red eyes come from the flying hairs. Perhaps they do, but the lids don’t, an’ every fur-sewer is poisoned a little with every prick of her needle. What the flying hair does is just to get into your throat an’ nose and everywhere, an’ tickle till you cough all the time, an’ a girl with weak lungs hasn’t a chance. The air is full of fur, an’ then the work-room is kept tight shut for fear of moths getting in. The work is easy enough. It’s just an everlasting patchwork, for you’re always sewing together little bits, hundreds of them, that you have to match. You sew over an’ over with linen thread, an’ you’re always piecing out an’ altering shapes. It’s nothing to sew up a thing when you’ve once got it pieced together. If it’s beaver, all the long hairs must be picked out, an’ it’s the same with sealskin. We made up everything; sable an’ Siberian squirrel, bear, fox, marten, mink, otter, an’ all the rest. There were some girls very slow in learning that only got a dollar a week, an’ in the end four, but most of them can average about five. I was seventeen when I began, an’ in a year I had caught all the knack there is to it, an’ was an expert, certain of ten dollars in the season an’ about six in between. It’s generally piece-work, with five or six months when you can earn ten or twelve dollars even, an’ the rest of the time five or six dollars. In the busiest times there’d be fifty girls perhaps, but this was only for two or three months, an’ then they discharged them. ’Tisn’t a trade I’d ever let a girl take up if I could help it; I suppose somebody’s got to do it, but there ought to be higher wages for those that do.
“This went on five years. I won’t take time telling about Leander, but he’d got to be a clerk at Ridley’s an’ had eight hundred dollars a year, an’ we’d been engaged for two years, an’ just waiting to see if he wouldn’t get another rise. I knew we could manage on that. Leander was more ambitious than me. He said we ought to live in a showy boarding-house an’ make our money tell that way, but I told him I was used to the Spring Street house, an’ we could have a whole floor an’ be snug as could be an’ Hattie board with us. He gave in, an’ it’s well he did; for we hadn’t been married six months before he had a hemorrhage an’ just went into quick consumption. I’d kept right on with my trade, but I was pulled down myself an’ my eyelids so swollen sometimes I could hardly see out of ’em. But I got a sewing-machine from money I’d saved, an’ I took in work from a place on Canal Street,—a good one, too, that always paid fair. The trouble was my eyes. I’d used ’em up, an’ they got so I couldn’t see the needle nor sew straight, an’ had to give up the sewing, an’ then I didn’t know which way to turn, for there was Leander. The old folks were up there still, wrastling with the stones, but poorer every year, an’ I couldn’t get him up there. Leander was patient as a saint, but he fretted over me an’ how I was to get along.