“You are doing well, then?” asked the fat Lourdois.
“No, monsieur, I have lived from hand to mouth, that I might scrape up this money; but I hope, in time, to repair the wrongs I have done to my neighbor.”
“Ah!” said the painter, swallowing a mouthful of pate de foie gras, “you are truly a man of honor.”
“What is Madame Birotteau doing?” asked Madame Lourdois.
“She is keeping the books of Monsieur Anselme Popinot.”
“Poor people!” said Madame Lourdois, in a low voice to her husband.
“If you ever need me, my dear Monsieur Birotteau, come and see me,” said Lourdois. “I might help—”
“I do need you—at eleven o’clock to-day, monsieur,” said Birotteau, retiring.
This first result gave courage to the poor bankrupt, but not peace of mind. On the contrary, the thought of regaining his honor agitated his life inordinately; he completely lost the natural color of his cheeks, his eyes grew sunken and dim, and his face hollow. When old acquaintances met him, in the morning at eight o’clock or in the evening at four, as he went to and from the Rue de l’Oratoire, wearing the surtout coat he wore at the time of his fall, and which he husbanded as a poor sub-lieutenant husbands his uniform,—his hair entirely white, his face pale, his manner timid,—some few would stop him in spite of himself; for his eye was alert to avoid those he knew as he crept along beside the walls, like a thief.