His dark eyes were watching me closely. 'Then what are you doing now?'

'I started a small publishing house with a friend,' I replied. 'What about you — are you working on another film now?'

But he wasn't to be put off so easily. 'It needs a lot of money to start up in publishing these days,' he said, still watching me. 'A whole crop of them sprang up like mushrooms soon after the war. They're mostly in difficulties now.' He hesitated. Then suddenly he gave me a queer puckish smile. He could be charming. He could turn it on like a tap. He could also be a cruel, sneering devil. But suddenly, there was the well-remembered smile and I felt a great relief as I realised that, despite his hangover, it was to be charm this morning. 'I think you need a drink,' he said. 'I know I do after that filthy stuff.' And he took my arm and led me out of the shop. As we crossed the road, he said, 'Done any more writing, Neil? Those two one-act plays of yours I produced on the ship going out — they weren't bad, you know.'

'I wrote a play whilst I was in Austria,' I told him. 'But you know what the theatre has been like — nothing but musicals and revivals. Even established playwrights can't get a theatre. And anyway, I doubt if it was good enough.'

'You sound as miserable as hell,' he said. 'Life is fun. Don't take it so seriously. Something always turns up at the last moment. Do you want a job?'

I stopped then. I could have hit him. His unfailing instinct for a man's weakness had told him I hadn't got a job and he was going to enjoy my discomfort. He was ruthless, unscrupulous. How he hated failure! How he revelled in attacking any man at his weakest point! It was incredible how that Welsh intuition of his smelled out a man's weakness. 'Life may be fun,' I said angrily. 'But it isn't as funny as all that.'

'Come on to the pavement,' he said. 'It's a lot safer. So you think I'm not serious?'

'I think you're behaving stupidly,' I snapped back at him. I was goaded by the thought that I had worked with this man on terms of equality and now he was in a position to cast me crumbs for the amusement of watching my reactions.

He took my arm in a firm grip and steered me through the glass door of a long gin palace of a saloon bar. He ordered whiskies. 'Here's fun!' he said, and raised his glass mockingly at me. He was laughing. It showed in his eyes. 'You think I'm not serious, eh?" he said. 'I am, you know — quite serious. Do you want a job or not?'

I downed my whisky at a gulp and ordered another round. 'I don't want your charity or your sneers,' I said. I was feeling very bitter.