“And shall we always be singing?” I persisted.
“Yes, you will be so happy, you will always want to sing.”
“Shan’t I ever get tired?”
“No, you will never get tired, and you will never get sleepy or hungry or thirsty.”
“And does it go on like that for ever?”
“Yes, for ever and ever.”
“Will it go on for a million years?”
“Yes, a million years, and then another million years, and then another million years after that. There will never be any end to it.”
I can remember to this day the agony of those nights, when I would lie awake, thinking of this endless heaven, from which there seemed to be no possible escape. For the other place was equally eternal, or I might have been tempted to seek refuge there.
We grown-up folk, our brains dulled by the slowly acquired habit of not thinking, do wrong to torture children with these awful themes. Eternity, Heaven, Hell are meaningless words to us. We repeat them, as we gabble our prayers, telling our smug, self-satisfied selves that we are miserable sinners. But to the child, the “intelligent stranger” in the land, seeking to know, they are fearful realities. If you doubt me, Reader, stand by yourself, beneath the stars, one night, and solve this thought, Eternity. Your next address shall be the County Lunatic Asylum.