For a long while they sat thus. At last the woman raised her head, and looked with tear-stained eyes into his.
"Olof, do not be harsh with me. I had to come—had to ease my heart of all that has weighed it down these years past. I have suffered so. And when I see you now, I understand you must have your own sorrows to bear. Forgive me all the cruel things I said. I had to say it all, that too, or I could not have told you anything; I wanted to cry the moment I saw you. Your wife—did I say anything? Oh, I do not hate her, you must not think I hate her. I can't remember what I said. But I am happier now, easier now that I have seen you."
Her glance strayed from his face, and wandered vaguely into distance, as if she had been sitting alone in the twilight, dreaming.
"Olof," she said after a while, turning to him with a new light in her eyes, "do you know, a pilgrimage brings healing. It is always so in books—the pilgrims are filled with hope, and go back with rejoicing to their home…. Home…!" She started, as if wakening at the word.
"Should I go home, I wonder? What do you say, Olof? Father and mother—they would be waiting for me. I know they would gladly take me back again, in spite of all. Do you know, Olof, I have not been home for two years now. I have been…. Oh no, I cannot, bear to think…. Yes, I will go home. Only let me sit here just a little while, and look into your eyes—as we used to do. I will be stronger after that."
And she sat looking at him. But Olof stared blankly before him, as at some train of shadowy visions passing before his eyes.
"You have changed, Olof, since I saw you last," murmured the woman at his feet. "Have you suffered?…"
Olof did not answer. He pressed his lips together, and great tears gathered anew in his eyes.
"Oh, life is cruel!" she broke out suddenly, and hid her face in his lap once more.
For a moment she lay thus; deep, heavy silence seemed to fill the room. At last she looked up.