Fleur got up.
“You can't really love me, or you wouldn't hesitate. 'He either fears his fate too much!'”
Lifting his hands to her waist, Jon forced her to sit down again. She hurried on:
“I've planned it all out. We've only to go to Scotland. When we're married they'll soon come round. People always come round to facts. Don't you see, Jon?”
“But to hurt them so awfully!”
So he would rather hurt her than those people of his! “All right, then; let me go!”
Jon got up and put his back against the door.
“I expect you're right,” he said slowly; “but I want to think it over.”
She could see that he was seething with feelings he wanted to express; but she did not mean to help him. She hated herself at this moment and almost hated him. Why had she to do all the work to secure their love? It wasn't fair. And then she saw his eyes, adoring and distressed.
“Don't look like that! I only don't want to lose you, Jon.”