He stammered. She looked up at him with wide eyes, and her lips were slightly parted. He went on mumbling—
“. . . Pain. . . . Indignation. . . . Sure to misunderstand. I’ve suffered enough. And if there has been nothing irreparable—as you assure me . . . then . . .”
“Alvan!” she cried.
“What?” he said, morosely. He gazed down at her for a moment with a sombre stare, as one looks at ruins, at the devastation of some natural disaster.
“Then,” he continued after a short pause, “the best thing is . . . the best for us . . . for every one. . . . Yes . . . least pain—most unselfish. . . .” His voice faltered, and she heard only detached words. “. . . Duty. . . . Burden. . . . Ourselves. . . . Silence.”
A moment of perfect stillness ensued.
“This is an appeal I am making to your conscience,” he said, suddenly, in an explanatory tone, “not to add to the wretchedness of all this: to try loyally and help me to live it down somehow. Without any reservations—you know. Loyally! You can’t deny I’ve been cruelly wronged and—after all—my affection deserves . . .” He paused with evident anxiety to hear her speak.
“I make no reservations,” she said, mournfully. “How could I? I found myself out and came back to . . .” her eyes flashed scornfully for an instant “. . . to what—to what you propose. You see . . . I . . . I can be trusted . . . now.”
He listened to every word with profound attention, and when she ceased seemed to wait for more.
“Is that all you’ve got to say?” he asked.