D'Alcacer waited, holding his breath. She didn't move. In the dim gleam of jewelled clasps, the faint sheen of gold embroideries and the shimmer of silks, she was like a figure in a faded painting. Only her neck appeared dazzlingly white in the smoky redness of the light. D'Alcacer's wonder approached a feeling of awe. He was on the point of moving away quietly when Mrs. Travers, without stirring in the least, let him hear the words:
“I have told him that every day seemed more difficult to live. Don't you see how impossible this is?”
D'Alcacer glanced rapidly across the Cage where Mr. Travers seemed to be asleep all in a heap and presenting a ruffled appearance like a sick bird. Nothing was distinct of him but the bald patch on the top of his head.
“Yes,” he murmured, “it is most unfortunate. . . . I understand your anxiety, Mrs. Travers, but . . .”
“I am frightened,” she said.
He reflected a moment. “What answer did you get?” he asked, softly.
“The answer was: 'Patience.'”
D'Alcacer laughed a little.—“You may well laugh,” murmured Mrs. Travers in a tone of anguish.—“That's why I did,” he whispered. “Patience! Didn't he see the horror of it?”—“I don't know. He walked away,” said Mrs. Travers. She looked immovably at her hands clasped in her lap, and then with a burst of distress, “Mr. d'Alcacer, what is going to happen?”—“Ah, you are asking yourself the question at last. That will happen which cannot be avoided; and perhaps you know best what it is.”—“No. I am still asking myself what he will do.”—“Ah, that is not for me to know,” declared d'Alcacer. “I can't tell you what he will do, but I know what will happen to him.”—“To him, you say! To him!” she cried.—“He will break his heart,” said d'Alcacer, distinctly, bending a little over the chair with a slight gasp at his own audacity—and waited.
“Croyez-vous?” came at last from Mrs. Travers in an accent so coldly languid that d'Alcacer felt a shudder run down his spine.
Was it possible that she was that kind of woman, he asked himself. Did she see nothing in the world outside herself? Was she above the commonest kind of compassion? He couldn't suspect Mrs. Travers of stupidity; but she might have been heartless and, like some women of her class, quite unable to recognize any emotion in the world except her own. D'Alcacer was shocked and at the same time he was relieved because he confessed to himself that he had ventured very far. However, in her humanity she was not vulgar enough to be offended. She was not the slave of small meannesses. This thought pleased d'Alcacer who had schooled himself not to expect too much from people. But he didn't know what to do next. After what he had ventured to say and after the manner in which she had met his audacity the only thing to do was to change the conversation. Mrs. Travers remained perfectly still. “I will pretend that I think she is asleep,” he thought to himself, meditating a retreat on tip-toe.