“It’s worse,” he repeated, his voice loud and harsh, like a discordant bell clashing in the sostenuto passage of a symphony; “but it’s all one to me—there’s nothing else they can take; I’m free, free to sleep or wake, to be drunk when I like with no responsibility to Simmons or any one else—”
Her breathing increasingly grew labored, oppressed; a little sob escaped, softly miserable. She was crying. He was completely callous, indifferent. They stood before the dark, porchless façade of her home.
“I thought life was so happy,” she articulated, facing him; “but now it hurts me ... here;” he saw her press her hand against the swelling, tender line of her breast. His theatrical self-consciousness bowed him over the other hand, pressing upon it a half-calculated kiss. She stood motionless; he felt rather than saw the intensity of her gaze. “I wish I could mend the hurt,” he began, appropriately, professionally.
He was interrupted by a figure emerging from the obscurity of the house. Pompey Hollidew peered at them from the low, stone lintel. “Letty,” he pronounced, in a voice at once whining and truculent; “who?—oh! that Makimmon.... Letty, come in the house.” He caught her arm and dragged her incontinently toward the door. “... rascal,” Gordon heard him mutter, “spendthrift. If you ever walk again with Gordon Makimmon,” the old man, through his daughter, addressed the other, “don’t walk back here, don’t come home. Not a dollar of mine shall fall through the pockets of that shiftless breed.”
XX
Clare’s funeral deducted a further sum from the amount Gordon had received for the sale of his home, but he had left still nine hundred and odd dollars. He revolved in his mind the disposition of this sum, once more sitting with chair tilted back against the dingy wooden home of the Greenstream Bugle; he rehearsed its possibilities for frugality, for independence, as a reserve ... or for pleasure. It was the hottest hour of the day; the prospect before him, the uneven street, the houses beyond, were coated with dust, gilded by the refulgent sun. No one stirred; a red cow that had been cropping the grass in the broad, shallow gutter opposite sank down in the meager shadow of a chance pear tree; even the children were absent, the piercing, staccato cries of their games unheard.
To Gordon Makimmon Greenstream suddenly appeared insufferably dull, empty; the thought of monotonous, identical days spun thinly out, the nine hundred dollars extended to its greatest length, in that banal setting, suddenly grew unbearable.... There was no life in Greenstream....
The following morning found him on the front seat of the Stenton stage, sharing with the driver not his customary cigarettes but more portentous cigars from an ample pocketful. “Greenstream’s dead,” he pronounced; “I’m going after some life.”