Day by day Old Jerry grew less and less prone to let the leisurely white mare take her own pace. Instead, he sat stiffly erect a great portion of the time, driving with one eye cocked calculatingly upon the course of the sun, and his mind running far ahead of him, to the end of the day’s route, when he would have to turn in at the cross-road that toiled up the grade to the wind-racked old Bolton place on the hill north of town.
They had always had a forbidding aspect––Young Denny’s black, unpainted farmhouse and dilapidated outbuildings––even when he had been certain that just as surely as he reached the crest he would find the boy’s big body silhouetted against the skyline, waiting for him, they had not been any too prepossessing. 239 Now they never served to awake in him anything but actual dread and distrust.
Old Jerry laid it to the lonesomeness of the place––to the bleak blindness of the shaded windows and the untenanted silence––but he took good care that no loitering on his part would be to blame for his arrival at the house after dusk.
No one, not even he himself, knew how strong the temptation was that week to make tentative advances of peace to the members of the circle of Tavern regulars, for the more he dwelt upon it the finer the dramatic possibilities of the thing seemed. But he had misread in the hushed respect of his former intimates a chill and uncompromising disapproval, and he had to fall back upon a one-sided conversation with himself as the next best thing.
“I wa’n’t brought up to believe in ghosts,” he averred to himself more than once. “Ghosts naturally is superstition––and that ain’t accordin’ to religion, not any way you look at it. But allowing that there could be ghosts––just for the sake of argument allowing that there is––now what would there be to hinder him from just kinda settlin’ down up there, as you might say? It’s nice and quiet, ain’t it? Sort of out of the way––and more or less comfortable, too?”
At that point in the mumbled monologue the white-haired driver of the buggy usually paused for a 240 moment, tilting his head, birdlike, to one side, wrapped in thought. There were those shelves lined with countless white figures which also had to be considered.
“He must’ve worked mighty steady,” he told himself time and again in a voice that was small with awe. “He must hev almost enjoyed workin’ at ’em, to hev finished so many! And he kept at it nearly all the time, I reckon. And now, that’s what I’m a-gettin’ at! Now I want to ask how do we know he’s a-goin’ to quit now––how do we know that? We don’t know it! And Godfrey ’Lisha, what better place would he want than that back kitchen up there? Ain’t there a table right there by the window, all a-waitin’ for him––an’––an’–––”
Invariably he broke off there, to peer furtively at the sun, before he whipped up his horse.
“Git along!” he admonished her earnestly, then, “Git along––you! Nobody believes in ghosts––leastwise, I don’t. But they ain’t no sense nor reason in just a-killin’ time on the road, neither. And I ain’t one to tempt Providence––not to any great nor damagin’ extent, I ain’t!”
And yet in spite of all the uneasiness which the combination of the dark house and the persistent image of the little, worn-out stone-cutter kept alive in him, in so far as Young Denny’s team of horses was concerned, and the scanty rest of the stock which the 241 boy had left in his care, Old Jerry kept strictly to the letter of his agreement. At the most it meant no more than a little readjustment of his daily schedule, which he high-handedly rearranged to suit his better convenience.