Such restlessness took hold of him all that day that at night he slept ill, and, waking, found himself alone with no wife at his side. Gazing about the room, he saw that the cradle also was empty. “Why,” he wondered, “have they gone out together in the middle of the night?”
Yet he gave it little more thought, and turning over, fell into a troubled sleep, and dreamed of hunting and of the white doe that he had seen a year before stooping to drink among the red leaves that covered the forest pool.
In the morning his wife was by his side, and the little ones lay asleep upon their crib. “Where were you,” he asked, “last night? I woke, and you were not here.”
His wife looked at him tenderly, and sighed. “You should shut your eyes better,” said she. “I went out to see the white doe, and the little ones came also. Once a year I see her; it is a thing I must not miss.”
The beauty of the white doe was like strong drink to his memory: the beautiful limbs that had leapt so fast and escaped—they alone, of all the wild life in the world, had conquered him. “Ah!” he cried, “let me see her, too; let her come tame to mv hand, and I will not hurt her!”
His wife answered: “The heart of the white doe is too wild a thing; she cannot come tame to the hand of any hunter under heaven. Sleep again, dear husband, and wake well! For a whole year you have been sufficiently happy; the white doe would only wound you again in your two hands.”
When his wife was not by, the hunter took the two children upon his knee, and said, “Tell me, what was the white doe like? what did she do? and what way did she go?”
The children sprang off his knee, and leapt to and fro over the stream. “She was like this,” they cried, “and she did this, and this was the way she went!” At that the hunter drew his hand over his brow. “Ah,” he said, “I seemed then almost to see the white doe.”
Little peace had he from that day. Whenever his wife was not there he would call the little ones to him, and cry, “Show me the white doe and what she did.” And the children would leap and spring this way and that over the little stream before the door, crying, “She was like this, and she did this, and this was the way she went!”
The huntsman loved his wife and children with a deep affection, yet he began to have a dread that there was something hidden from his eyes which he wished yet feared to know. “Tell me,” he cried one day, half in wrath, when the fever of the white doe burned more than ever in his blood, “tell me where the white doe lives, and why she comes, and when next. For this time I must see her, or I shall die of the longing that has hold of me!” Then, when his wife would give no answer, he seized his bow and arrows and rushed out into the forest, which for a whole year had not known him, slaying all the red deer he could find.