"And then the folks where ye go now to carry the milk and bring home the swill will be glad enough to get the nod of your head as you ride through the streets in your grand carriage before you go home to old Ireland, my bird."
Kelly used to love these stories dearly, and to believe them every word; but she had lately been growing tired of them. As she grew older, the trials of her position pressed upon her. She saw the difference between herself and other girls of her age whose fathers and mothers worked for them and sent them to school. She began to have a perception that it would be wiser for her grandmother and herself to take some pains with the small piece of ground they could call their own, than to spend all their time in talking about the grand flower-gardens and parks of the Earl of Glengall. Mrs. Vandake had no more land than they had, and she had a deal more work to do; yet Mrs. Vandake, with what help her husband could give her before and after hours, raised cabbages and lettuce and peas and beans and tomatoes and grapes, and many a flower beside. It was easy to talk of the silks and satins she would wear when she was Lady Eleanor; but meantime the Vandake children went to church and school nicely dressed, with whole shoes and stockings, and warm mittens and hoods for cold days, while Nelly's only two frocks were in rags, and her old shoes kept out neither snow nor water.
Nelly was naturally a bright, thoughtful child, with very strong feelings and a tendency to brooding and sadness. As she pondered over these things, and felt more and more the disadvantages of her position and manner of life, she began to doubt and to dislike her grandmother's stories, and ended by disbelieving them altogether.
"I don't believe there was ever any such earl," said she, as she went out to the gate. "I don't believe my grandfather was first cousin to anybody."
Nelly certainly stated the case strongly. She was hardly fair to her grandmother's romance, however, which, strange as it may seem, had a small foundation in fact. Mrs. Ryan's father was the youngest son of a younger son of one of the Earls of Glengall, who, in a drunken fit, had married the daughter of one of his lordship's tenants. There was no particular disparity of fortune between the parties, for neither of them had a penny beforehand; but the Butlers stood greatly upon their gentility as relations of my lord's, and were so terribly shocked at the match that they refused to have any thing to do with either Alick or his wife. To be sure, after Alick broke his neck off the bridge coming home from a fair one dark night, they sent some assistance to his widow and her baby girl; but they were poor enough themselves, and had hard work to keep soul and body together, and at last went away to Canada altogether.
Gracey Butler grew up like the other barefooted girls in the cottages round about; but her mother never let her forget that she was third cousin to an earl, and if every one had his rights, as she was fond of saying, the park where Gracey went nutting, and the great house which she saw from the outside, would all be hers some day. But every one did not have his rights; or, as is more probable, there were no rights to have. Gracey grew up and married Tim Ryan, and came away to America, and reared up a son who fell into bad courses and got into State's prison, where he died. Nelly's mother took to drink and died also, leaving this one little girl to her grandmother's care. Mrs. Ryan owned her house, such as it was, and she also owned a pig and one cow, which pastured upon the commons, watched by Nelly, in the summer, and lived in winter on the slops which Nelly gathered from house to house.
The one thing about which Mrs. Ryan was neat was her milk; and as she was also perfectly honest, gave good measure and never sold water, she had as many customers as she could supply. Nelly carried round the milk and fed the cow and gathered the slops, and the old woman cooked and washed after her fashion, and milked, and measured the milk, and smoked her pipe, and now and then took a drink (but not often), and entertained herself and Nelly in the manner we have described; and while Nelly was a little child she was perhaps as happy as most children. Her grandmother never ill-treated her; she had enough to eat, such as it was, and she loved to hear about all the grandeur she was heir to. But she was growing a great girl. She began to think, to reason, and to compare; and she grew more and more unhappy and dissatisfied every day.
[CHAPTER II.]
NELLY watched at the gate for a long time, hoping to see again the kind young lady who had given her the flowers; but in this she was disappointed. It was, in fact, not Miss Powell's usual road to church. She had come that way to visit a sick person, and she went home by the other and shorter way. Nelly saw the young ladies who had excited her envy in the morning. They came upon her side of the street this time, and she had a nearer view of them.
"How nice they look!" she thought. "And they can go to school and learn to read and write, and, I dare say, to paint pictures, and play music on the piano; while I can't learn any thing or be anybody. It is too bad! I do think granny might let me go to school. And yet, if I did, who would there be to take care of the cow? and if she wasn't taken care of, what should we have to live on? I don't see any way out of it. Oh, dear! I wonder what I was ever made for?"