The afternoon was spent more pleasantly by the quality, who sat about in the sunny garden, or sauntered by the fish pond and fed the carp—and took a dish of the Indian drink which the sisters loved, in the pergola at the end of the grass walk.
Hyacinth now affected a passion for the country, and quoted the late Mr. Cowley in praise of rusticity.
“Oh, how delicious is this woodland valley,” she cried.
“‘Here let me, careless and unthoughtful lying,
Hear the soft winds, above me plying,
With all their wanton boughs dispute.’
Poor Cowley, he might well love the country, for he was shamefully treated in town—a devoted servant to bankrupt royalty for all the best years of his life, and fobbed off with a compliment when the King came into power. Ah me, ’tis an ill world we live in, and London is the most hateful spot in it,” she concluded, with a sigh.
“And yet you will have me married nowhere else, sister?”
“Oh, for a wedding or a christening one must have a crowd of fine people. It would go about that Lady Fareham was quite out of fashion if I were content to see only ploughmen and dairy-maids, and a petty gentleman or two with their ill-dressed wives, at my sister’s marriage. London is the only decent place—after Paris—to live in; but the country is a peacefuller place in which to die.”
A heart-breaking sigh emphasised the sentence, and Angela scrutinised her sister’s face with increased concern.
“Dear love, I fear you are hiding something from me; and that you are seriously indisposed,” she said earnestly.
“If I am I do not know it. But when one is weary of living there is only one sensible thing left to do—if Providence will but be kind and help one to do it. I am not for dagger or poison, or for a plunge in deep water. But to fade away in a gentle disease—a quiet ebbing of the vital stream—is the luckiest thing that can befall one who is tired of life.”