'I don't like to leave him,' she said, in confidence, to Mr. Jardine; 'he seems so much worse this morning—wilder than I have ever seen him yet—and so white and haggard.'
'He is very bad, but your remaining indoors will do him no good. I will not leave him while you are away.'
Ida yielded. It was a relief to her to submit to authority—to have some one able to tell her to do this or that. She felt utterly worn out in body and mind—all the energy, the calm strength of purpose, which had sustained her up to a certain point, was now exhausted. Despair had taken possession of her, and with despair came that dull apathy which is like death in life.
John Jardine took his wife aside before he went back to Brian's rooms.
'I want you to take care of Ida, to keep with her all day. She has been sorely tried, poor soul, and needs all your love.'
'She shall have it in full measure,' answered Bessie. 'How grave and anxious you look! Is Brian very ill?'
'Very ill.'
'Dangerously?'
'I am afraid so. I shall hear what Mr. Fosbroke says presently, and if his report be bad, I shall telegraph for the physician.'
'Poor Brian! How strangely he talked at dinner last night! Oh, John, I hardly dare say it—but—is he out of his mind?'