The sophomore year was generally conceded by both the students and the faculty, to be the hardest year at Westover College. While the girls whom we know managed to have some good times in a quiet way, they found themselves, for the most part, kept very busy.
Mary Sutherland drew more and more into her shell, as Beth and Dolly grew more intimate with Margaret and Constance. Dolly complained of it repeatedly to Professor Newton. “Mary acts as if we did not have love enough to go around. Just as if Beth and I couldn’t care for her now, because we like Margaret and Constance Van Gerder. I wonder if she thinks that love is measured out by the quart, Professor Newton, and that Beth and I have exhausted our supply?”
“You must be patient with my stubborn little niece, Dolly dear; she is her own worst enemy. Neither you nor I can say anything to her now. She is wilfully losing lots of enjoyment out of these college days. She has made no new friendships, for she thinks too much of you and Beth to do that. In truth, she is jealous and unreasonable, but she fails to see it. She might as well demand that God’s blessed sunshine shall illumine only a few places. Some things grow by the using. Our power of loving is one of those things, Dolly. God’s love reaches all the infinity of His creatures, and yet its depths are boundless. It is immeasurable. Sometime Mary will learn this.”
At Thanksgiving time Dolly carried Mary off to her own home. Beth could not be persuaded to stop this time. She thought of last year, when she had had no desire to go home at all, and could not but marvel at the difference in her feelings now. In truth, Beth was making up for all those years of repression and coldness, by the wealth of love which she lavished upon her own people. And they returned it a thousandfold. Dearly as Mrs. Newby loved her own dainty little Nell, she knew that this child was no dearer to her than was Beth.
Mary had gone home with Dolly half under protest, but Dolly would listen to no excuses, and Professor Newton urged her so strongly to accept the invitation, that Mary finally went. Dolly felt confident that this brief visit would serve to clear away the clouds that had come between them; but in this she was disappointed. Some way she saw little of Mary, after all. Did Fred monopolize Mary’s society–the two were certainly together a great deal–or, had she enjoyed Dick Martin’s indolent witticisms and quiet humor so much that she had neglected Mary? She felt rather uneasy about it, and promised herself to atone at the Christmas holidays. But when the Christmas holidays came, there were new plans for all.
Margaret was to go home with Constance for the entire vacation. She had demurred about leaving her mother, but Mrs. Hamilton had insisted strongly that she should go for the whole time. “It is not as if you were where I could not see you every day, dear. Of course, I would love to have you with me, but just now I would much rather have you visit Miss Van Gerder.” And Margaret, seeing that her mother really meant what she said, yielded the point, and went home with Constance.
There was to be a house party at Constance’s for the last week of the vacation. Dolly and Beth were invited as well as Hope Brereton and Hazel Browne.
“I don’t know Miss Sutherland well enough to ask her to be of our party,” Constance said to Dolly. “She is so far away from home that I would like to ask her if I felt better acquainted. I don’t see how you ever came to know her. She absolutely repels all advances.”
Dolly laughed, although she was inwardly provoked with Mary. What good times she was cheating herself of! Could she not recognize genuine goodness when she saw it? What made Mary so blind and obtuse in these days? “Mary is just like a chestnut-burr on the outside,” she replied now to Constance. “Sometime she will get tired of pricking all of her friends, and then everyone will see what a genuine heart of gold she has.”
“I hope she will shed the burr soon, for her own sake. People do not like to get stung and pricked when they approach her in a friendly manner.”