Stephen Grattan had not what is called “a rapid mind.” He was not bold to dare, nor strong to do. But in the single minute that passed before he found himself on Deering Bridge he realised all the miserable circumstances of Morely’s fall, balanced the chances of life and death for the poor wretch, and took his own life in his hand for his sake. He knew that one more wicked deed had been added to the tavern-keeper’s catalogue of sins,—that the children’s bread had been stolen, and the father brutalised and then cast forth in the bitter cold, to live or die, it mattered little which.
“To live, it must be,” said Stephen; “at least for repentance—perhaps for a better life. He must be saved. But how?”
Stephen could have touched him with his hand as he asked the question. Could he win him by persuasion and gentle words, or must he master him by force, and save him from the death on which he was rushing? Must he wrestle with the madman’s temporary strength?—perhaps yield to it, and share his fate?
If these two men knew just what happened, when, by a sudden movement of Stephen, they were brought face to face, they never spoke of it, even to each other. Dolly’s brief “Thank God!” as she opened the door to let them in, was like heavenly music to Stephen’s ear, he told her afterwards; but never, even to Dolly, would he go beyond the opening of the door in speaking of that day.
After three terrible hours, Stephen left Morely in a troubled sleep, and set out for the log-house on the hill with the help so much needed. All the way there he had been going over the question in his mind whether or not he should tell Mrs Morely of her husband’s situation. His first thought had been that she must not know it; but, seeing Morely as he had seen him for the last few hours, he feared to take upon himself the responsibility of concealment. Should his troubled sleep grow calm and continue, a few days’ rest and care would suffice to place him where he was when he left home; but, otherwise, none could tell what the end might be. Weakened by illness, by want of food, and by his late excess, Stephen well knew the chances were against his recovery; and ought not his wife to be made aware of his situation? The first glance at Mrs Morely’s pale face decided him. She must not know of this new misery that had befallen her husband, at least not now.
So it was no wonder that Stephen turned towards home with a sad face and a heavy heart, knowing all this. He had not been so downcast for a long time. It broke his heart to think of poor Morely. Even the misery and destitution that seemed to lie before the poor wife and children were nothing to this; and, as he dragged himself through the heavy snow, panting and breathless, he was praying, as even good men cannot always pray, with an urgency that would take no denial, that this poor soul might have space for repentance,—that he might not be suffered to go down into endless death. He did not use many words. “Save him, Lord, for Thy Name’s sake—for Thine own Name’s sake, Lord!” These were nearly all. But his hand was on the hem of the Lord’s garment. Hundreds of times the cry arose. Sometimes he spoke aloud in his agony, never knowing it, never seeing the wondering looks that followed him over the bridge and up the street to his own door.
“Well, Dolly!” he said, faintly, going in.
Dolly was never a woman of many words; she nodded her head towards the closed door and said, “A leetle quieter, if anything.”
“Thank God!” said Stephen, and the tears ran down his brown old face with a rush that he could not restrain. Dolly did not try to comfort him. She did better than that; she took from the stove a vessel containing soup, and having poured some into a basin and broken some bread into it, she set it before him, saying, “It’s no wonder you feel miserable. Eat this.”
“Can I, do you suppose?” said Stephen.