“You might do him good,” said she, gravely. “But then, again, you might not.”
It never came into these people’s minds that they could shirk this care that had fallen on them. To keep Morely’s fall a secret would save his wife from terrible grief and pain, and would give the poor broken man a better chance to retrieve the past; and kept from her it must be, at whatever cost and trouble to them.
“For don’t I remember how worse than death to me was my old man’s falling back after my hopes were raised? The poor creetur shan’t have this to bear, if I can help it,” said Dolly to herself, as she went to Morely’s door.
“And don’t I remember the hole of the pit from which I was drawn time and again by God’s mercy?” said Stephen, as he sat down on his bench. “I’ll do what I can; and when I can’t do no more, then the Lord will put His hand to it Himself, I expect.”
It would not be well to enter the wretched man’s room, or lift the curtain which hid from all but these kind people the next few miserable days. It was enough to say that, at their close, John Morely, weak as a child in mind and body, found himself with the old battle before him again. If he could have had his choice, he would have had it all end there. There was nothing but shame in looking backward—nothing but fear in looking forward. He was helpless and hopeless. Why had Stephen Grattan troubled himself to save him from deeper sin and longer misery? There was no help for him, he thought, in his utter despondency.
As for Stephen, if his faith did not hold out for his friend now, no one would have guessed it from his prayers, or from his words of encouragement to Morely. According to him, it was the helpless and hopeless sort that the Lord came to save. He had done it before; He could do it again; and He would do it.
“I’ve been a sight deeper down in this pit than ever you’ve been yet. But, down or up, it’s all the same to Him that’s got the pulling of you out. There’s no up nor down, nor far nor near, to Him. ‘O ye of little faith, wherefore do ye doubt?’ He’s a-saying this to you now; and He’s a-saying, too, ‘This kind goeth not out but by prayer and fasting.’ But He drove that kind out by a word, just as He drove all the rest. Hang onto His own word, John. He’s said, time and again, that He’ll save the man that trusts in Him; and don’t you let go of that. You’ve been trying to be sober, and to get back your good name, for the wife’s sake and the babies. You would give all the world to know again how it feels to be a free man. Just you give all that up. Seek to be the Lord’s. His grace is all-sufficient. His strength will be made perfect in your weakness. If you’re His, He’ll keep you, and no mistake. Give all the rest up, and hang on to the Lord in simple faith. You can never do this thing of yourself; but the Lord’ll give you the help of His grace, if you ask Him. I know, because I’ve tried Him.”
Whatever was said, it always ended thus: “You can do nothing of yourself; but with the Lord’s help you can do all things. Hold fast to Him. Let your cry be, ‘Lord Jesus, save, or I perish.’”
Poor Morely listened, and tried to hope. If ever he was saved from the power of his foe, the Lord must surely do it, he felt, for he could do nothing; and, in a blind, weak way, he did strive to put his trust in God.
When the time came that he was well enough to go away, Stephen would fain have gone with him, to encourage him and stand by him till he could get something to do. But this could not be. They lived by his daily labour, and his business had been neglected of late, through his care for his friend; and he could only write to a friend of his, praying him to interest himself in Morely’s behalf.