“Yes, and I never saw a child so adept with the needle. The sewing teacher says she is a wonder. She is fond of dress and has several beautiful gowns which she says were made over for her by her mother. Why she made three for a growing girl is more than I can understand; it was a waste of beautiful material; one at a time would have been sufficient. They fit her to perfection; but the clothes of the boy, while beautifully made, are ill-fitting and of coarse material.”
“Was Jerusha willing to wear the uniform?”
“No; she refused to put it on and acted so about it that she was not allowed to go out with the other children upon their daily walk. Moreover, some of the older ones have told her that only poor children are here and she is ashamed of being with them, but I earnestly hope she will outgrow the feeling.”
In this she was mistaken. Jerusha did not outgrow it; instead, the thought grew more intolerable with every passing year. She shrank from the sight of visitors, and refused to act as guide through the great building, a duty which most of the orphans considered a privilege and pleasure.
She formed an attachment for no one under the roof, and saw Diana Strong depart for three years’ training in the hospital without one word or sign of regret—Diana who had always stood her friend, when through her violent temper and insubordination she was in difficulty with the matron or her assistants.
Jerusha had inherited the haughty, imperious disposition of her mother, her mother’s father, and her mother’s grandfather, who, owing to an ebullition of temper, was forced to flee from his native country and seek refuge in America.
She, like her maternal ancestors, was impetuous and irritable, resentful and unforgiving; therefore it was a foregone conclusion that in her journey through the world she would be held aloof by those who might have been her friends, and her coldness, want of affection and above all, her pride, kept her aloof from those with whom she was compelled to mingle. “Love thy neighbor as thyself,” was a creed which she did not assimilate.
Horace was as different as if of another race. He had inherited the easy-going nature of his father, who had been the petted and only son in a luxurious home. Therefore the asylum and everything connected with it was, in his opinion, all that was required to keep one happy and contented.
He considered it so superior to the home they had left that he wondered at Jerusha’s dissatisfaction, while she in turn was angry at his want of pride and ambition. The large playground in fair weather and the basement playroom when it stormed were the dearest spots on earth to him. He had plenty of playfellows, something never before enjoyed, for his mother refused emphatically to allow him to play with any children in the poor neighborhoods where they were compelled to live; all he knew of them was what he could see from a window.
Years passed, and Jerusha looked forward with impatience to the time when she could be self-supporting and thus leave the asylum, and on the day that she was fourteen she engaged herself as apprentice to a fashionable modiste.