Below, Lynn played unceasingly. “Four hours a day,” thought Iris. “One sixth of life—and for what?”
Lynn was asking himself the same question. “For what?” Ambition was strong within him, but Herr Kaufmann’s words had struck deep. “I will be an artist!” he said to himself, passionately; “I will!” He worked feverishly at his concerto, but his mind was not upon it. He was thinking of Iris and of the unconscious scorn in her face when she discovered that he had written the letters.
He put down his violin and meditated, as many a man in that very room had done before him, upon the problem of the eternal feminine. Iris was incomprehensible. He knew that the letters had not displeased her; that, on the contrary, she had been unusually happy when they came. He remembered also that moonlight night, when, safely screened by the shrubbery across the street, he had seen her put the flower upon the gate-post and as swiftly take it away. He had loved her all the more for that quick impulse, that shame-faced retreat, and put the memory securely away in his heart, biding his time.
“Iris,” he asked, at luncheon, “will you go for a walk with me this afternoon?”
“No,” she returned, shortly.
“Why not? It isn’t too wet, is it?”
“I’m going by myself. I prefer to be alone.”
Lynn coloured and said nothing more. In the afternoon, while he was at work, he saw her trip daintily down the path, lifting her skirts to avoid the pools of water the Summer shower had left. He watched her until she was no longer within range of his vision, then went back to his violin.