My exact feelings towards James were too intricate to be defined in a single word. Not so my feelings towards Eva. “Hate” supplied the lacuna in her case.
Thus the month began.
The next point of importance is my interview with Mrs. Gunton-Cresswell. She had known all along how matters stood in regard to Eva and myself. She had not been hostile to me on that account. She had only pointed out that as I could do nothing towards supporting Eva I had better keep away when my cousin was in London. That was many years ago. Since then we had seldom met. Latterly, not at all. Invitations still arrived from her, but her afternoon parties clashed with my after-breakfast pipe, and as for her evening receptions—well, by the time I had pieced together the various component parts of my dress clothes, I found myself ready for bed. That is to say, more ready for bed than I usually am.
I went to Mrs. Gunton-Cresswell in a very bitter mood. I was bent on trouble.
“I’ve come to congratulate Eva,” I said.
Mrs. Gunton-Cresswell sighed.
“I was afraid of this,” she said.
“The announcement was the more pleasant,” I went on, “because James has been a bosom friend of mine.”
“I’m afraid you are going to be extremely disagreeable about your cousin’s engagement,” she said.
“I am,” I answered her. “Very disagreeable. I intend to shadow the young couple, to be constantly meeting them, calling attention to them. James will most likely have to try to assault me. That may mean a black eye for dear James. It will certainly mean the police court. Their engagement will be, in short, a succession of hideous contretemps, a series of laughable scenes.”