MUSKERRY No matter whether he did or not, he'll have to have respect when he addresses me. Anyway it's a lie—a damn infernal lie. I was in the stores the other day, and there was eighty tons of coal still there. Certainly twenty tons had been taken out of it. The Provision Check Account will show. (He takes up a book and turns round. He goes back some pages. He lets the book fall. He stands there helpless) I suppose you all are right in your judgment of me. I'm at my failing time. I'll have to leave this without pension or prospect. They'll send me away.
MRS. CRILLY
They had nothing against you before this.
MUSKERRY
I was spoken of as the pattern for the officials of Ireland.
MRS. CRILLY
If you resigned now—
MUSKERRY Before this comes out. (He looks for help) Marianne, it would be like the blow to the struck ox if I lost my pension.
MRS. CRILLY
If you managed to get the pension you could pay the
Guardians back in a lump sum.
MUSKERRY
If I resigned now, where would I go to?
MRS. CRILLY
It was always understood that you would stay with us.
MUSKERRY
No, Marianne.
MRS. CRILLY You'll have the place to yourself. The boys will be going to school, and Albert will be away, too. Anna and myself will look after you.