Roddy answered that McKildrick thought in two or three days it would be clean of poisonous gases, but that that night they would again attempt to explore it.
“If I could only help!” exclaimed Inez. “It is not fair that strangers to my father should be taking a risk that should fall to one of his children. It would mean so much, it would make me so happy, if I could feel I had done any little thing for him. You cannot know how grateful I am to you all, to your friends, and to you!” Her eyes opened wide in sympathy. “And you were so ill,” she exclaimed, “and the fever is so likely to return. I do not see how it is possible for you to work at night at El Morro and by day on the light-house and not break down. We have no right to permit it.”
“My health,” explained Roddy dryly, “is in no danger from overwork. I am not employed by the company any longer. If I like I can sleep all day. I’ve discharged myself. I’ve lost my job.”
“You have quarrelled with your father,” said the girl quickly, “on account of my father? You must not!” she exclaimed. “Indeed, we cannot accept such a sacrifice.”
“The misunderstanding with my father,” Roddy assured her, “is one of long standing. I’ve never made a success of what he’s given me to do, and this is only the last of a series of failures. You mustn’t try to make me out an unselfish person. I am sacrificing nothing. Rather, in a way, I have gained my independence. At least, if I get a position now, people can’t say I obtained it through my father’s influence. Of course, it’s awkward to be poor,” added Roddy dispassionately, “because I had meant to ask you to marry me.”
With an exclamation the girl partly rose and then sank back, retreating to the farthest limit of the bench.
“Mr. Forrester!” she began with spirit.
“I know what you’re going to say,” interrupted Roddy confidently. “But I ought to tell you that that doesn’t weigh with me at all. I never could see,” he exclaimed impatiently, “why, if you love a girl, the fact that she is engaged should make any difference—do you? It is, of course, an obstacle, but if you are the right man, and the other man is not, it certainly is best for everybody that you should make that plain to her before she marries the wrong man. In your case it certainly has made no difference to me, and I mean to fight for you until you turn back from the altar. Of course, when Vega told me you were engaged to him it was a shock; but you must admit I didn’t let it worry me much. I told you as soon as I saw you that I loved you——”
The girl was looking at him so strangely that Roddy was forced to pause.
“I beg your pardon!” he said.