Conquered and annexed and Englished!

Never mind! As o'er my punch

(You away) I sit of evenings,—silence, save for biscuit crunch,

Black, unbroken,—thought grows busy, thrids each pathway of old years,

Notes this forthright, that meander, till the long-past life appears

Like an outspread map of country plodded through, each mile and rood,

Once, and well remembered still,—I 'm startled in my solitude

Ever and anon by—what 's the sudden mocking light that breaks

On me as I slap the table till no rummer-glass but shakes

While I ask—aloud, I do believe, God help me!—"Was it thus?