“To Father Roubier, Boris?” she said.
“Yes. Before I go won’t you—won’t you give me your hand?”
She understood all the agony of spirit he was enduring, all the shame against which he was fighting. She longed to spring up, to take him in her arms, to comfort him as only the woman he loves and who loves him can comfort a man, without words, by the pressure of her arms, the pressure of her lips, the beating of her heart against his heart. She longed to do this so ardently that she moved restlessly, looking up at him with a light in her eyes that he had never seen in them before, not even when they watched the fire dying down at Arba. But she did not lift her hand to his.
“Boris,” she said, “go. God will be with you.”
After a moment she added:
“And all my heart.”
He stood, as if waiting, a long time. She had ceased from moving and had withdrawn her eyes from his. In his soul a voice was saying, “If she does not touch you now she will never touch you again.” And he waited. He could not help waiting.
“Boris,” she whispered, “good-bye.”
“Good-bye?” he said.
“Come to me—afterwards. Come to me in the garden. I shall be there where we—I shall be there waiting for you.”