She began to feel extraordinarily, terribly excited. She could not tell whether it was an excitement of horror, of joy—what it was. But it mounted to her brain and rushed into her heart. It was in her veins like an intoxicant, and in her eyes like fire, and thrilled in her nerves and beat in her arteries. And it seemed to be an excitement full of passionate contradictions. She was at the same time like a woman on a throne and a woman in the dust—radiant as one worshipped, bowed as one beaten.
“Good-night, good-night,” she repeated, scarcely knowing what she said.
Her hand struggled in his hand.
“Viola, if you destroy yourself you destroy two people.”
She scarcely heard him speaking.
“D’you understand?”
“No, no. Not to-night. I can’t understand anything to-night.”
“Then to-morrow.”
“Yes, to-morrow-to-morrow.”
He would not let go her hand, and now his was arbitrary, the hand of a master rather than of a lover.