“What little incidents turn our lives!” he thought. “That boy; in some strange way he has been the means of bringing me to see things as they are—which not even Linder could do. The mind has to be fertilized for the thought, or it can’t think it. He brought the necessary influence to bear. It was like the night at Murdoch’s house, the night when the Big Idea was born. Surely I owe that to Murdoch, and his wife, and Phyllis Bruce.”
The name of Phyllis Bruce came to him with almost a shock. He had been so occupied with his farm and with Zen that he had thought but little of her of late. As he turned the matter over in his mind now he felt that he had used Phyllis rather shabbily. He recalled having told Murdoch to send for her, but that was purely a business transaction. Yet he felt that he had never entirely forgotten her, and he was surprised to find how tenderly the memory of her welled up within him. Zen’s vision had been clearer than his; she had recognized in Phyllis Bruce a party to his life’s drama. “The second choice may be really the first,” she had said.
Grant lit a cigar and sat down to smoke and think. The matter of Phyllis needed prompt settlement. It afforded a means to burn his bridges behind him, and Grant felt that it would be just as well to cut off all possibility of retreat. Fortunately the situation was one that could be explained—to Phyllis. He had come out West again to be sure of himself; he was sure now; would she be his wife? He had never thought that line out to a conclusion before, but now it proved a subject very delightful to contemplate.
He had told himself, back in those days in the East, that it would not be fair to marry Phyllis Bruce while his heart was another’s. He had believed that then; now he knew the real reason was that he had allowed himself to hope, against all reason, that Zen Transley might yet be his. He had harbored an unworthy desire, and called it a virtue. Well—the die was cast. He had definitely given Zen up. He would tell Phyllis everything.... That is, everything she needed to know.
It would be best to settle it at once—the sooner the better. He went to his desk and took out a telegraph blank. He addressed it to Phyllis, pondered a minute in a great hush in the storm, and wrote,
“I am sure now. May I come? Dennison.”
This done he turned to the telephone, hurrying as one who fears for the duration of his good resolutions. It was a chance if the line was not out of business, but he lifted the receiver and listened to the thump of his heart as he waited.
Presently came a voice as calm and still as though it spoke from another world, “Number?”
He gave the number of Linder’s rooms in town; it was likely Linder had remained in town, but it was a question whether the telephone bell would waken him. He had recollections of Linder as a sound sleeper. But even as this possibility entered his mind he heard Linder’s phlegmatic voice in his ear.
“Oh, Linder! I’m so glad I got you. Rush this message to Phyllis Bruce.... Linder?... Linder!”