OF HIS PITIABLE TRANSFORMATION

I who was young so long, Young and alert and gay, Now that my hair is grey, Begin to change my song. Now I know right from wrong, Now I know pay and pray, I who was young so long, Young and alert and gay. Now I follow the throng, Walk in the beaten way, Hear what the elders say, And own that I was wrong— I who was young so long. 1876.
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EPISTLE TO CHARLES BAXTER

Noo lyart leaves blaw ower the green, Red are the bonny woods o’ Dean, An’ here we’re back in Embro, freen’, To pass the winter. Whilk noo, wi’ frosts afore, draws in, An’ snaws ahint her. I’ve seen ’s hae days to fricht us a’, The Pentlands poothered weel wi’ snaw, The ways half-smoored wi’ liquid thaw, An’ half-congealin’, The snell an’ scowtherin’ norther blaw Frae blae Brunteelan’. I’ve seen ’s been unco sweir to sally, And at the door-cheeks daff an’ dally, Seen ’s daidle thus an’ shilly-shally For near a minute— Sae cauld the wind blew up the valley, The deil was in it!— Syne spread the silk an’ tak the gate, In blast an’ blaudin’, rain, deil hae ’t! The hale toon glintin’, stane an’ slate, Wi’ cauld an’ weet, An’ to the Court, gin we ’se be late, Bicker oor feet. And at the Court, tae, aft I saw Whaur Advocates by twa an’ twa Gang gesterin’ end to end the ha’ In weeg an’ goon, To crack o’ what ye wull but Law The hale forenoon. That muckle ha’, maist like a kirk, I’ve kent at braid mid-day sae mirk Ye’d seen white weegs an’ faces lurk Like ghaists frae Hell, But whether Christian ghaists or Turk, Deil ane could tell. The three fires lunted in the gloom, The wind blew like the blast o’ doom, The rain upo’ the roof abune Played Peter Dick— Ye wad nae’d licht enough i’ the room Your teeth to pick! But, freend, ye ken how me an’ you, The ling-lang lanely winter through, Keep’d a guid speerit up, an’ true To lore Horatian, We aye the ither bottle drew To inclination. Sae let us in the comin’ days Stand sicker on our auncient ways— The strauchtest road in a’ the maze Since Eve ate apples; An’ let the winter weet our cla’es— We’ll weet oor thrapples. Edinburgh, October 1875.
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THE SUSQUEHANNAH AND THE

DELAWARE

Of where or how, I nothing know; And why, I do not care; Enough if, even so, My travelling eyes, my travelling mind can go By flood and field and hill, by wood and meadow fair, Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware. I think, I hope, I dream no more The dreams of otherwhere, The cherished thoughts of yore; I have been changed from what I was before; And drunk too deep perchance the lotus of the air, Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware. Unweary, God me yet shall bring To lands of brighter air, Where I, now half a king, Shall with enfranchised spirit loudlier sing, And wear a bolder front than that which now I wear Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware. August 1879.
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