Is there no other way for penitence?

I ask not martyrdom; for what am I

That I should pray for triumphs, the fit meed

Of a long life of holy works like thine;

Or how should I presumptuously aspire

To wear the heavenly crown resign’d by thee,

For my poor sinful sake? Oh point me thou

Some humblest, painfulest, severest path, ...

Some new austerity, unheard of yet

In Syrian fields of glory, or the sands