A pictured falsehood of my very self.

Often had I to mark how in my soul

Each deed and thought turned to its opposite;

So now doth turn what once was love for thee,

Into the fire of wild and bitter hate.

Through all worlds will I seek to find that fire

Which can consume thee. See—I cur—Ah—woe!

Johannes:

Who speaketh here? I do not see my friend.

I hear instead some gruesome being speak.