“They’re Irish.” There was a tinge of pride in the nurse’s voice.
The chief smiled. “It’s like flipping a coin to find out whether you’re more Irish or American. Sometimes it’s heads, sometimes it’s tails. Which is it, honestly?”
“Honestly, both!” Sheila laughed softly. Then the door opened to admit the last of the stretchers, and she sobered for an instant until she saw the faces of the boys. She knew why they were smiling, and her eyes shone in the old luminous, Leerie fashion as she greeted them, each as if he had been an old friend.
“There’s a welcome for you. Those lads you hear have gone through what you are going through, only a lot worse. Listen, and think of that as you go under. They’ll be singing again in a moment.” And as she slipped the ether cone over the face of the first, up from Ward 7-A in rollicking cadences came another chorus:
“Wi’ me bundle on me shoulder, sure, there’s not a man that’s bolder—
I am leavin’ dear old Ireland without warnin’.
For I’ve lately took the notion for to cross the briny ocean,
An’ I’m off for Philadelphia in the mornin’.”
The smile on the face of the first boy spread to a grin under its covering of gauze. “I’m off for Philadelphia, too,” he mumbled, thickly, and the eyes that looked into Sheila’s for a few last nebulous seconds showed all the comfortable security of a child’s.
They were hard at it for another hour, and while Sheila O’Leary’s hands flew from sterilizer to ether cone, from handing instruments and holding forceps to tying sutures and packing wounds, her mind was busy with something that lay far beyond. To this girl, who had come across to do her bit, life had become a jumble of paradoxes. She had come to give, out of the bounty of her skill and her womanhood; instead she had received far more abundantly from the largess of universal brotherhood and sacrifice. She had come to minister, and she had been ministered unto by every piece of human wreckage swept across the door-sill of the hospital. She had thought to dispense life, and to her ever-increasing wonder she had been given a life so boundless that it reached beyond all previous dreams of space or time. She was learning what thousands had been learning since the war began, those who had thrown their fortunes into its crucible, and that is that if anything comes out at all, it comes out in the form of spirit and not of flesh.
Back in the old days at the sanitarium she had felt herself bound only to the problems and emergencies of war. It had never occurred to her then that in an incredibly short time she would be bothering about matters of adjustment afterward. With peace already on the horizon, she was troubled a hundredfold more than she had been when indefinite war was the promise for the future. From the beginning she had marveled at the buoyancy and optimism of the men who were focusing their lives within the limits of each day. Many of them never thought in terms of more than twenty-four hours; often it was less. They had learned the knack of intensive living. World-old truths were flashed into their minds like spot-lights; friends were made and lost in a few hours; eternity was visioned and compassed in a minute. The last words Jerry Donoghue of Ward 7-A had said before he went west came back to Sheila with a curious persistence.
“When all’s said and done, miss, it’s been a grand life—Brave lads for comrades—a lass who kept faith to the end—a good fight an’ somethin’ good to fight for—Near five years of it—wi’ perdition grinnin’ ye in the face an’ the Holy Mother walkin’ at your back—Sure, I might ha’ lived fifty year in Letterkenny an’ never tasted life half so plentiful—or—so—sweet.”
That was the strange part of it; they had all found life “plentiful an’ sweet”—nurses, surgeons, soldiers alike. They might be homesick, worn out with the business of fighting and patching up afterward, eternally aching in body and heart with the long stretches of horror and work with little sleep and less food, and yet not a handful out of every thousand of them would have chosen to quit if they could.