“What?”
“I said, Did you lose?”
“Yeah. I was gonna tell you about it. I didn’t get a chance at the party, with all the ruckus. You think Junior’ll hit the ceiling? Not that I give a good goddam, but what do you think? Think he will?”
With his left hand, the gray-haired man shaped the ash of his cigarette on the rim of the ashtray. “I don’t think he’ll necessarily hit the ceiling, Arthur,” he said quietly. “Chances are very much in favor, though, that he’s not going to be overjoyed about it. You know how long we’ve handled those three bloody hotels? Old man Shanley himself started the whole—”
“I know, I know. Junior’s told me about it at least fifty times. It’s one of the most beautiful stories I ever heard in my life. All right, so I lost the goddam case. In the first place, it wasn’t my fault. First, this lunatic Vittorio baits me all through the trial. Then this moron chambermaid starts passing out sheets full of bedbug—”
“Nobody’s saying it’s your fault, Arthur,” the grayhaired man said. “You asked me if I thought Junior would hit the ceiling. I simply gave you an honest—”
“I know—I know that…. I don’t know. What the hell. I may go back in the Army anyway. I tell you about that?”
The gray-haired man turned his head again toward the girl, perhaps to show her how forbearing, even stoic, his countenance was. But the girl missed seeing it. She had just overturned the ashtray with her knee and was rapidly, with her fingers, brushing the spilled ashes into a little pick-up pile; her eyes looked up at him a second too late. “No, you didn’t, Arthur,” he said into the phone.
“Yeah. I may. I don’t know yet. I’m not crazy about the idea, naturally, and I won’t go if I can possibly avoid it. But I may have to. I don’t know. At least, it’s oblivion. If they gimme back my little helmet and my big, fat desk and my nice, big mosquito net it might not—”
“I’d like to beat some sense into that head of yours, boy, that’s what I’d like to do,” the gray-haired man said. “For a helluvan—For a supposedly intelligent guy, you talk like an absolute child. And I say that in all sincerity. You let a bunch of minor little things snowball to an extent that they get so bloody paramount in your mind that you’re absolutely unfit for any—”