As it was, he waited for her to avow her misgiving—he was prepared to encourage her. But she said nothing.
None the less, at the last moment, with her hand on the door of the library, she hesitated. It was not so much fear of the unknown relative whom she was going to see that drove the blood from her cheek, as the knowledge that for her everything depended upon him. Her new home, its peace, its age, its woodland surroundings, fascinated her. It promised her not only content, but happiness. But as her stay in it hung upon John Audley’s will, so her pleasure in it, and her enjoyment of it, depended upon the relations between them. What would they be? How would he receive her? What would he be like? At last she called up her courage, turned the handle, and entered the library.
For a moment she saw no one. The great room, with its distances and its harmonious litter, appeared to be empty. Then, “Mary, my dear,” said a pleasant voice, “welcome to the Gatehouse!” And John Audley rose from his seat at a distant table and came towards her.
The notion which she had formed of him vanished in a twinkling, and with it her fears. She saw before her an elderly gentleman, plump and kindly, who walked with a short tripping step, and wore the swallow-tailed coat with gilt buttons which the frock-coat had displaced. He took her hand with a smile, kissed her on the forehead, and led her to a chair placed beside his own. He sat for a moment holding her hand and looking at her.
“Yes, I see the likeness,” he said, after a moment’s contemplation. “But, my dear, how is this? There are tears in your eyes, and you tremble.”
“I think,” she said, “I was a little afraid of you, sir.”
“Well, you are not afraid now,” he replied cheerfully. “And you won’t be again. You won’t be again. My dear, welcome once more to the Gatehouse. I hope that it may be your home until another is offered you. Things came between your father and me—I shall never mention them again, and don’t you, my dear!”—this a little hurriedly—“don’t you; all that is buried now, and I must make it up to you. Your letters?” he continued, patting her hand. “Yes, Peter told me that you wrote to me. I need not say that I never had them. No, never had them—Toft, what is it?”
The change in his voice struck her. The servant had come in quietly. “Mr. Basset, sir, has lost——”
“Another time!” John Audley replied curtly. “Another time! I am engaged now. Go!” Then when the door had closed behind the servant, “No, my dear,” he continued, “I need not say that I never had them, so that I first heard of your troubles through a channel upon which I will not dwell. However, many good things come by bad ways, Mary. I hope you like the Gatehouse?”
“It is charming!” she cried with enthusiasm.