“What! you have not seen him?” she cried in amazement.
“No, I have not,” he answered, a slight tinge of hauteur in his manner. After all, he reflected that he would have found it painful to play another part before Laura after disclosing so much of his mind to her. “What is more, Mrs. Hammond,” he continued, “I am not anxious to see him; for, to tell you the truth, I fear that the meeting could only be a painful one.”
“Why, you do not mean to say,” the lady answered in a low, awe-stricken voice, “that you think he knew anything about it, Mr. Clode?”
“At any rate,” the curate replied firmly, “I cannot acquit him.”
“Not acquit him!—Mr. Lindo!” she stammered.
“No, I cannot,” Clode replied, striving to express in his voice and manner his extreme conscientiousness and the gloomy sense of responsibility under which he had arrived at his decision. “I cannot get out of my head,” he continued, “Lord Dynmore’s remark that, if the circumstances aroused suspicion in my mind, they could scarcely fail to apprise Mr. Lindo, who was more nearly concerned, of the truth, or something like the truth. Mind!” the curate added with a great show of candor, “I do not say, Mrs. Hammond, that Mr. Lindo knew. I only say I think he suspected.”
“Well, that is very good of you!” Mrs. Hammond exclaimed, displaying a spirit and a power of sarcasm he had not expected. “I dare say Mr. Lindo will be much obliged to you for that! But, for my part, I think it is a distinction without a difference!”
“Oh, no!” the curate protested hastily.
“Well, I think it is, at any rate!” retorted the lady, very red in the face, and with all the bugles in her bonnet shaking. “However, everyone to his opinion. But that is not mine, and I am sorry it is yours. Why, you are his curate!” she added in a tone of indignant wonder, which brought the blood to Clode’s cheeks, and made him bite his lip in impotent anger. “You ought to be the last person to doubt him!”
“Can I help it if I do?” he answered sullenly.