‘Because from to-day I would fain begin to be honourable,’ I answered in a low voice. ‘Because I dare not be generous at another’s cost. I must go back whence I came.’
‘To the Chatelet?’ she muttered.
‘Yes, Mademoiselle, to the Chatelet.’
She tried feverishly to raise her mask with her hand.
‘I am not well,’ she stammered. ‘I cannot breathe.’
And she began to sway so violently in her saddle that I sprang down, and, running round her horse’s head, was just in time to catch her as she fell. She was not quite unconscious then, for as I supported her, she cried out,—
‘Do not touch me! Do not touch me! You kill me with shame!’
But as she spoke she clung to me; and I made no mistake. Those words made me happy. I carried her to the bank, my heart on fire, and laid her against it just as M. de Cocheforet rode up. He sprang from his horse, his eyes blazing, ‘What is this?’ he cried. ‘What have you been saying to her, man?’
‘She will tell you,’ I answered drily, my composure returning under his eye. ‘Amongst other things, that you are free. From this moment, M. de Cocheforet, I give you back your parole, and I take my own honour. Farewell.’
He cried out something as I mounted, but I did not stay to heed or answer. I dashed the spurs into my horse, and rode away past the cross-roads, past the finger-post; away with the level upland stretching before me, dry, bare, almost treeless; and behind me, all I loved. Once, when I had gone a hundred yards, I looked back and saw him standing upright against the sky, staring after me across her body. And again a minute later I looked back. This time saw only the slender wooden cross, and below it a dark blurred mass.