He gazed earnestly into Bradly’s face, as one would look on a man on whose decision hung life or death. But the other’s reply brought relief at once to both Foster and his wife.
“Ha! ha!” he exclaimed; “is that the old enemy’s device? I’m not surprised—he’s a crafty old fox; but the Lord’s wiser than him. I see what he’s been up to: he couldn’t keep the sword of the Spirit out of your hand any longer, so he’s been trying to make you turn the point away from him, and commit suicide with it. Set your mind at rest, William, about these verses, and about the unpardonable sin; those who are guilty of it never seek forgiveness, and so they never get it. These words ain’t meant for such a case as yours. This is the sort of text for you: ‘God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.’ Jesus said it, and he’ll never go back from it. ‘Whosoever’ means you and me; he said, ‘Whosoever,’ and he’ll never unsay it. If you’d committed the unpardonable sin, you wouldn’t be caring now about the Bible and about your soul. If you’d committed it, God would never have given you the light he has done, for it has come from him; it can’t have come from nowhere else. He don’t open to you the door with one hand, and then shut it in your face with the other; that ain’t his way at all He has let you in at the gate, and you may be sure as he’ll never turn you off the road with his own hand, now that you’re on it.”
“Thank God for that!” said Foster, reverently. “What you say, Thomas, carries conviction with it, for I am sure that my present views, and the change that has so far been made in me, must be the Lord’s own work; and, if so, it is certainly only consistent that, as he has taken in hand such a wretched blasphemer as I have been, he should not undo his own work by casting me off again.”
“Hold fast to that, William,” said Bradly, “and you can’t go wrong. Just hand me your Bible; I’ll show you where to find another text or two as’ll suit you well.—Eh! What’s this?” he cried, as having taken the little book into his hand, he noticed the red-ink lines which were drawn under many of the verses. Then he turned hastily to the inside of the cover, and uttered an exclamation of astonishment, then turned very pale, and then very red, and gazed at the book as if fascinated by it. There were the words on the cover,—
Steal not this book for fear of shame,
For here you see the owner’s name.
June 10, 1793.
Mary Williams.
“Where did you get this book?” he asked at length, in a hoarse, broken voice. “It’s my mother’s Bible; it’s Jane’s long-lost Bible.” Then he restrained himself, and turning quietly to Foster and his wife, who were staring at him in bewilderment and distress, said, “Dear friends, don’t you trouble yourselves about me; there’s nothing really amiss; it’s all right, and more than right, only I was taken by surprise, as you’ll easily understand when I explain matters to you. We are all friends now, so I know I may depend upon your keeping my secret when I’ve told you all about it.” He then proceeded to lay the story of Jane’s troubles before his deeply interested and sympathising hearers. When he had brought his account to an end, he said, “Now, you can understand why I was so taken aback at seeing my mother’s name in this Bible, and why I’m so anxious to know how you came by it. Why, this is the very Bible which was restored, or, at any rate, meant to be restored to Jane by John Hollands three or four months ago. But, then, how did it get here? And what’s become of the bag and the bracelet?”
“I’m sure you will believe me when I tell you,” said Foster, “that I am as much surprised about the Bible as you are; and as for the bag and the bracelet, I have neither seen nor heard anything of either. Kate, however, can tell you best how we came by the Bible.”
Mrs Foster then related how the volume, now so precious to herself and her husband as having been the means of bringing light and peace into their hearts and home, had been dropped in at her window by a female hand. Of the bag and bracelet she of course knew nothing.
“There’s something very strange and mysterious about it all,” said Thomas thoughtfully; “the bag and the bracelet are somewhere about, but who can tell where? If we could only find them, all could be set straight, and poor Jane’s character completely cleared; but then it ain’t the Lord’s will, so far, that it should be so. One thing’s clear, however; the tangle’s being undone for us bit by bit, and what we’ve to do is just to be patient and to keep our eyes and ears open; but, please, not a word to anybody. And now, William, I must ask you to let me have this Bible to take to poor Jane; it was her mother’s, and is full of her own marks under her favourite verses. You shall have another instead of it, with a better print.”
“Of course,” replied Foster; “this book is your sister’s and not ours, and I would not keep it back from her for a moment. Still, I shall part with it with great regret, as if I were parting with an old friend. Little did I think a few weeks ago that I should ever care so much about a Bible; but I thank God that this little book has done Kate and myself so much good already, and I shall be much pleased to have another copy as a gift from yourself.”