The Department of State had notified Oswald’s mother that it would need $900 to make the travel arrangements for her son and daughter-in-law.[A13-772] On February 1, Oswald sent his mother a brief letter rejecting her suggestion that she try to raise money by telling the newspapers about his financial plight.[A13-773] Five days later, the Embassy wrote to Oswald and asked him to make formal application for a loan.[A13-774] Oswald wrote to his mother again on February 9, reminding her to file an affidavit of support and asking that she send him clippings from the Fort Worth newspapers about his defection to Russia, a request which he later repeated to his brother. He told her that he wanted to know what had been written about him, so that he could be “forewarned.”[A13-775]
Oswald took Marina to the hospital on the morning of February 15. A baby girl was born at about 10 a.m.[A13-776] He had gone on to the factory where news of the birth awaited him on his arrival.[A13-777] In accordance with regular hospital practice,[A13-778] he did not see the baby until Marina left the hospital.[A13-779] He was excited by the child,[A13-780] who was named “June Lee” in accordance with the Russian custom and law that a child’s second name must be the father’s first name or a variation of it. He had wanted to name his child “June Marina,” and protested the application of the law to her, since he had a United States passport. His diary contains the wry comment, “Po-Russki.”[A13-781] His coworkers at the factory gave the Oswalds “one summer blanket, 6 light diapers, 4 warm diapers, 2 chemises, 3 very good warm chemises, 4 very nice suits and two toys” for the baby.[A13-782] Marina came home on February 23.[A13-783]
There was less urgency about the departure for the United States after June Lee was born.[A13-784] Oswald wrote to his mother,[A13-785] and brother,[A13-786] that he would probably not arrive for several months. The Embassy received a letter on March 3, in which Oswald applied for a loan of $800;[A13-787] the Embassy replied that it was authorized to loan him only $500.[A13-788] It had in the meantime decided that his own affidavit of support for Marina would be sufficient under the circumstances.[A13-789] On March 15, he received notification from the Immigration and Naturalization Service that Marina’s application for a visa had been approved.[A13-790] By March 28, he had received an affidavit of support in Marina’s behalf from his mother’s employer, Byron K. Phillips,[A13-791] which he filed although it was no longer necessary to do so.[A13-792] A few days before, Marina, still on maternity leave, had quit her job.[A13-793] Discussions with the Embassy to complete financial and travel arrangements continued in April and May.[A13-794] In a letter to Robert on April 12, Oswald wrote that only “the American side” was holding up their departure, but added that the winter being over, he didn’t “really * * * want to leave until the beginning of fall, since the spring and summer * * * [in Russia] are so nice.”[A13-795]
On May 10, the Embassy wrote that everything was in order and suggested that Oswald come to the Embassy with his family to sign the final papers.[A13-796] At his request,[A13-797] he was discharged from the factory on about May 18.[A13-798] His work had apparently never been very good. Marina testified that he was rather lazy and resented having to take orders.[A13-799] This estimate is confirmed by a report of the plant director and personnel department chief, filed on December 11, 1961, which was apparently a routine assessment of his work. The report noted that he did not “display the initiative for increasing his skill” in his job, that he was “over-sensitive * * * to remarks from the foremen, and * * * careless in his work”; Oswald took “no part in the social life of the shop” and kept “very much to himself.”[A13-800]
Oswald picked up his Soviet exit visa on May 22;[A13-801] at about this time, he also had an interview with an official of the MVD to obtain final clearance for his departure.[A13-802] He wrote to Robert that he and his family would leave for Moscow on the following day and depart for England 10 to 14 days later. He expected to cross the Atlantic by ship, probably docking in New Orleans. Returning to a point which he had made in an earlier letter to his mother, he commented that he knew from the newspaper clippings what Robert had said about him when he left for Russia; he thought that Robert had talked too much at that time, and asked that Robert say nothing to the newspapers now.[A13-803]
The Oswalds arrived in Moscow by May 24[A13-804] and on that date filled out various documents at the American Embassy;[A13-805] Marina was given her American visa.[A13-806] Final arrangements for their emigration were made with Soviet officials.[A13-807] On June 1, Oswald signed a promissory note at the Embassy for a repatriation loan of $435.71.[A13-808] He and his family boarded a train for Holland,[A13-809] which passed through Minsk that night.[A13-810] They crossed the Soviet frontier at Brest on June 2. Two days later, they departed from Holland on the SS Maasdam.[A13-811] Onboard ship, the Oswalds stayed by themselves; Marina testified that she did not often go on deck because she was poorly dressed and Oswald was ashamed of her.[A13-812]
Probably while he was on board the Maasdam Oswald wrote some notes on ship stationery, which appear to be a summary of what he thought he had learned by living under both the capitalist and Communist systems. The notes reflect his unhappy and deepening feeling of disillusionment with both the Soviet Union and the United States. Oswald observed that although reform groups may oppose the government in power, they always declare that they are for their people and their country, and he asked what “would happen if somebody was to stand up and say he was utterly opposed not only to the governments, but to the people, too the entire land and complete foundations” of his society. He condemned existing political groups and proposed the formation of a third choice between communism and capitalism, neither of which was acceptable to him. “I have lived,” he said, “under both systems, I have sought the answers and although it would be very easy to dupe myself into believing one system is better than the other, I know they are not.” In these notes, he acknowledged that his “Red Cross” subsidy had been paid by the Soviet Government rather than the international organization, and said, “I shall never sell myself intentionlly, or unintentionlly to anyone again.”[A13-813] (Commission Exhibit No. 25, [p. 273].) It was probably also onboard ship that Oswald wrote two sets of answers to questions which he anticipated about his decision to go to Russia and later to return to the United States. Although the sets of answers are somewhat similar, but the tone of one is apologetic, while the other suggests that Oswald went to Russia to study the Soviet system, but remained a loyal American and owed no apologies.[A13-814]
The Maasdam landed at Hoboken, N.J., on June 13.[A13-815] The Oswalds were met by Spas T. Raikin, a representative of the Traveler’s Aid Society, which had been contacted by the Department of State; Raikin had the impression that Oswald was trying to avoid meeting anyone. He told Raikin that he had only $63 and had no plans either for that night or for travel to Fort Worth, and accepted the society’s help, according to Raikin, “with confidence and appreciation.”[A13-816] They passed through the immigration office without incident,[A13-817] and Raikin helped them through customs.[A13-818]
The society referred the Oswalds to the New York City Department of Welfare, which helped them find a room at the Times Square Hotel.[A13-819] Oswald told both Raikin and representatives of the welfare department that he had been a marine stationed at the American Embassy in Moscow, had married a Russian girl, renounced his citizenship, and worked in Minsk; he soon found out, he said, that the Russian propaganda was inaccurate but had not been able to obtain an exit visa for his wife and child for more than 2 years. He said also that he had paid the travel expenses himself.[A13-820]
The welfare department called Robert Oswald’s home in Fort Worth. His wife answered and said that they would help. She contacted her husband who sent $200 immediately.[A13-821] Oswald refused to accept the money and insisted that the department itself should pay the fare to Texas; he threatened that they would go as far as they could on $63 and rely on local authorities to get them the rest of the way. In the end he accepted the money.[A13-822] On the afternoon of June 14, the Oswalds left New York by plane for Fort Worth.[A13-823]