He said, "I didn't find what I was looking for."
Mr. Jenner. Oswald said that?
Mrs. De Mohrenschildt. That was Oswald's answer. "I didn't find what I was looking for."
So, to me, the answer was the stupid kid decided to be obnoxious, and thinking he was a big hero went over there, and learned the hard way, burned himself, and decided to come back, and our Government was wonderful to help him at the time. And he was very conscientious about paying the debt, very conscientious. He paid it back, I think, the first thing, out of the first salary, in spite how hard it was for them to live. Those are the things.
And I don't know of anybody saying anything good about him. And that made me a little mad. Nobody said anything good about him. He had a lot of good qualities. He had a lot of terrible qualities, but certainly to compare him with that horrible Ruby—Oswald had a lot of good qualities. And if people would be kinder to him, maybe, you know—maybe he wouldn't be driven to be so, and wouldn't do anything like that. I don't know whether he did or not, anyway. But he would not be involved in it.
But I have the impression that he was just pushed, pushed, pushed, and she was probably nagging, nagging, nagging.
Mr. Jenner. You found her to be a nagger?
Mrs. De Mohrenschildt. Yes; oh, yes; she ribbed him even in front of us.
Mr. Jenner. She did?
Mrs. De Mohrenschildt. She did. She ribbed him so, that if I would ever speak to my husband that way we would not last long. I would not do it. Because I could see——