Lizzie wiped her eyes furtively before she went out upon the hotel porch; there Dyer, balancing comfortably on two legs of his chair, detained her with drawling gossip until Hiram Wells came up, and, lounging against a zinc-sheathed bar between two hitching-posts, added his opinion upon Nathaniel May’s affairs.
“Well, Lizzie, seen any ghosts?” he began.
“I seen somebody that’ll be a ghost pretty soon if you send him off to the Farm,” Lizzie said, sharply.
“Well,” Hiram said, “I don’t see what’s to be done—’less some nice, likely woman comes along and marries him.”
Dyer snickered. Lizzie turned very red, and started home down the elm-shaded street. When she reached her little gray house under its big tree, she went first into the cow-barn—a crumbling lean-to with a sagging roof—to see if a sick dog which had found shelter there was comfortable. It seemed to Lizzie that his bleared eyes should be washed; and she did this before she went through her kitchen into a shed-room where she slept. There she sat down in hurried and frowning preoccupation, resting her elbows on her knees and staring blankly at the braided mat on the floor. As she sat there her face reddened; and once she laughed, nervously. “An’ me ’most fifty!” she said to herself....
The next morning she went to see Nathaniel again.
He was up-stairs in a little hot room under the sloping eaves. He was bending over, straining his poor eyes close to some small wheels and bands and reflectors arranged on a shaky table. He welcomed her eagerly, and with all the excitement of conviction plunged at once into an explanation of his principle. Then suddenly conviction broke into despair: “I am not to be allowed to finish it!” He gave a quick sob, like a child. He had forgotten Lizzie’s presence.
“Nathaniel,” she said, and paused; then began again: “Nathaniel—”
“Who is here? Oh yes: Lizzie Graham. Kind woman; kind woman.”
“Nathaniel, you know I ain’t got means; I’m real poor,—”