Norah could hear her chirping on, happily, while she laid away her hat in the bandbox and girt herself with a protecting apron.
The talk turned her cold. “It ain’t only for myself I want it,” she declared to an invisible suggester, “though I do want something real. I never had a real gold chain, or even a real gold breastpin, in my life—or a ring. Oh, I did want one!” She looked scornfully at the gay prism gleaming from her pretty fingers (fingers as daintily kept as any lady’s); they had flashed like rubies and sapphires and diamonds from the white velvet drifts of the show-case in the great department store where she bought them when she went to the city; but now they were cheapened and dimmed by her memories of the “real” watch. She peeled them roughly from her hands.
She had no morsel of news ready for the hungry ears awaiting her. To her mother’s questions she answered briefly that the only thing she heard was that Freda Berglund would have a great number of new votes in the evening.
Mrs. Murray tossed back a confident: “Let her! I know some boys that’s going to go this night, with a hundred dollars in their pockets each of ’em. Let her bring on her votes, I say. It’s a good cause gits the money. But it’s you’ll be wearin’ the watch next Sunday, and not Freda Berglund!”
Norah bit her lip. She was not used to silence, but she sewed silently (Norah, who was so sweet-tempered that she had been known to work a whole day with a machine that skipped stitches, never getting cross, and stopping four times to wrestle with the bobbin before she subdued it). Her mother did not know what to make of her. Her own nickering complaints of Norah’s “glumness” sank into dumb anxiety. She stole timid glances at the bowed black head and the frowning black brows; after a glance she would sigh, a prolonged, patient sigh. There are times when a sigh is to strained nerves like a blast of hot air on a burn. Norah jumped up and ran away from her own irritation before it exploded. She made a pretext of looking at her skirt (which was new) in the parlor cheval-glass; but in the parlor, behind the door, she did not give a glance to the picture in the mirror. The “pire glass,” as Mrs. Murray called it, was a relic of the family’s better days when Norah’s father was alive and kept a grocery-store and owned a horse and wagon; its florid frame of black-walnut etched with gilt, its tall mirror, very little marred by water-spots on the back, long had been reverently admired by Norah; it showed that the family had “had things”; but she passed it without a glance, just as she passed the cabinet organ decked in flowered plush which she had bought with her own savings. Never until that day had she stood in the parlor without a sensation of pleasure over its fresh paint and paper and the many gilt frames on the wall; but to-day she went, unnoting, to the crayon picture of a man, and looked through tears at a plain, smiling, kindly face.
“I wish you hadn’t died,” was all she said; but the tears rolled down her cheeks and her frame shook with sobs that she forced to be noiseless. At last she dried her wet cheeks and tossed her head. “I don’t see that I need do anything,” she muttered, while she hurried round the house outside, in order that she might reach the bedroom and efface the traces of her weeping. “I’m a great fool to think of doing anything,” she declared. “I didn’t put myself up, and I won’t put myself down—and disappoint mother and all my friends. It’s none of my business.” Therewith she assumed a light and cheerful air, which she carried securely through the remainder of the afternoon.
The fifth evening of St. Kunagunda’s fair opened with a stifling crowd. Protestants, Catholics, and Germans who never had seen the interior of an American church jostled the buyers at the booths, and the faithful dutifully ate turkey and cold rolls for the fifth time at the supper-tables. The outsiders did not linger at the booths; they were come to vote or to witness the voting, and their jests and comments buzzed noisily above the talk. Every moment the note of the buzz grew more hostile. More than a few ears were tingling; at every turn there were scowls and sullen eyes and ugly smiles. The matrons’ cheeks were burning; their eyes flashed; every now and again one of their voices shrilled defiantly above the hoarse hum of the crowd. The young Irish girls were laughing, enjoying the excitement, and admiring the young men flaunting their banknotes with the swing of their father’s shillalahs. The young German girls curled their lips and whispered together. There was a significant herding of the contending races apart, while the visiting Anglo-Saxons wore an air of safe and dispassionate enjoyment, such as pertains of right to the boy on the fence waiting for the fight.
Norah Murray had a circle of young men about her, who laughed rapturously at her sallies. She wore her chain and a new rhinestone brooch and all her rings. She looked very handsome with her flushed cheeks and bright eyes. She raised her voice to be heard above the din. Mrs. Murray’s new bonnet nodded its red roses and black ostrich tips among the lace handkerchiefs and embroidery of the fancy table—she being enthroned on the step-ladder for lack of other seat—and her delighted eyes ran from her daughter to the voting blackboard. She waved a spangled fan and smiled buoyantly at every familiar face, whether turned towards her in recognition or not. Mrs. O’Brien, who had slipped away from the kitchen to be sure the lamps were not smoking, stopped a moment beside her. Mrs. O’Brien looked tired and worried when she let her own smile of greeting slip from her face. A tinge of the same expression was on Father Kelly’s kind old countenance, but the Vicar-General’s features were as inscrutable as a doctor’s. He had made a genial procession through the room, distributing the merited praise at each booth, and appreciably softening the atmosphere by his presence. He halted opposite Norah’s party. Father Kelly’s gaze grew anxious. “I mind me,” said he—“I mind me of the child when her father died—not six she was—holding her mother’s hand, not weeping herself, the creature, just stroking her mother’s hand and petting her; and holding the baby, the one that’s off to the seminary now. Her father was an honest man. He failed once, and then paid every dollar with interest—an honest man. I mind me of little Norah at her first communion—”
The Vicar-General smiled. “Kelly, you’re a good fellow,” said he, not removing his glance from Norah’s excited face.