Apparently I hadn’t buried him

(I may have knocked him down), but just my trying

To bury him had hurt his dignity.

He had gone to the house so’s not to face me.

He kept away from us all afternoon.

We tended to his hay. We saw him out

After a while picking peas in the garden:

He couldn’t keep away from doing something.

Weren’t you relieved to find he wasn’t dead?

No!—and yet I can’t say: it’s hard to tell.