Mackaye engaged an old compatriot as attorney at the trial, and I was congratulated on "only getting three years."
The weary time went by. Week after week, month after month, summer after summer, I scored the days off, like a lonely schoolboy, on the pages of a calendar.
Not till I was released did I learn from Sandy Mackaye that my cousin George was the vicar of his church, and that he was about to marry Lillian Winnstay.
IV.--In Exile
Brave old Sandy Mackaye died on the morning of the tenth of April, 1848, the day of the great Chartist demonstration at Kennington Common. Mackaye had predicted failure, and every one of his predictions came true. The people did not rise. Whatever sympathy they had with us, they did not care to show it. The meeting broke up pitiably piecemeal, drenched and cowed, body and soul, by pouring rain.
That same night, after wandering dispiritedly in the streets by the river, I was sick with typhus fever.
I know not for how long my dreams and delirium lasted, but I know that at last I sank into a soft, weary, happy sleep.
Then the spell was snapped. My fever and my dreams faded away together, and I woke to the twittering of the sparrows and the scent of the poplars, and found Eleanor, Lady Ellerton, and her uncle sitting by my bed, and with them Crossthwaite's little wife.
I would have spoken, but Eleanor laid her finger on her lips, and taking her uncle's arm, glided from the room.
Slowly, and with relapses into insensibility, I passed, like one who recovers from drowning, through the painful gate of birth into another life.