He got up, disengaging himself from her, and went to the other side of the room.
“I’m awfully sorry, I can’t do anything. The whole thing’s over.”
“D’you mean to say you don’t love me any more?”
“I’m afraid so.”
“You were just looking for an opportunity to throw me over and you took that one?”
He did not answer. She looked at him steadily for a time which seemed intolerable. She was sitting on the floor where he had left her, leaning against the arm-chair. She began to cry quite silently, without trying to hide her face, and the large tears rolled down her cheeks one after the other. She did not sob. It was horribly painful to see her. Philip turned away.
“I’m awfully sorry to hurt you. It’s not my fault if I don’t love you.”
She did not answer. She merely sat there, as though she were overwhelmed, and the tears flowed down her cheeks. It would have been easier to bear if she had reproached him. He had thought her temper would get the better of her, and he was prepared for that. At the back of his mind was a feeling that a real quarrel, in which each said to the other cruel things, would in some way be a justification of his behaviour. The time passed. At last he grew frightened by her silent crying; he went into his bed-room and got a glass of water; he leaned over her.
“Won’t you drink a little? It’ll relieve you.”
She put her lips listlessly to the glass and drank two or three mouthfuls. Then in an exhausted whisper she asked him for a handkerchief. She dried her eyes.