“Of course I could have got it done cheaper, but Mrs. Owen strongly recommended him, and I thought it wasn’t worth while to spoil the ship for a coat of tar.”
“If you feel happy and comfortable I don’t mind a bit about the expense,” said Philip.
She accepted all that Philip did for her as if it were the most natural thing in the world, and on his side he loved to spend money on her: each five-pound note he gave her caused him a little thrill of happiness and pride; he gave her a good many, for she was not economical.
“I don’t know where the money goes to,” she said herself, “it seems to slip through my fingers like water.”
“It doesn’t matter,” said Philip. “I’m so glad to be able to do anything I can for you.”
She could not sew well and so did not make the necessary things for the baby; she told Philip it was much cheaper in the end to buy them. Philip had lately sold one of the mortgages in which his money had been put; and now, with five hundred pounds in the bank waiting to be invested in something that could be more easily realised, he felt himself uncommonly well-to-do. They talked often of the future. Philip was anxious that Mildred should keep the child with her, but she refused: she had her living to earn, and it would be more easy to do this if she had not also to look after a baby. Her plan was to get back into one of the shops of the company for which she had worked before, and the child could be put with some decent woman in the country.
“I can find someone who’ll look after it well for seven and sixpence a week. It’ll be better for the baby and better for me.”
It seemed callous to Philip, but when he tried to reason with her she pretended to think he was concerned with the expense.
“You needn’t worry about that,” she said. “I shan’t ask YOU to pay for it.”
“You know I don’t care how much I pay.”