Sydney’s bitterness and Sydney’s penitence were mingled, as opposite emotions only can be mingled in a woman’s breast. “Will you ask your wife to forgive you?” she persisted.
“After we have been divorced at her petition?” He pointed to the window as he said it. “Look at the sea. If I was drowning out yonder, I might as well ask the sea to forgive me.”
He produced no effect on her. She ignored the Divorce; her passionate remorse asserted itself as obstinately as ever. “Mrs. Linley is a good woman,” she insisted; “Mrs. Linley is a Christian woman.”
“I have lost all claim on her—even the claim to remember her virtues,” he answered, sternly. “No more of it, Sydney! I am sorry I have disappointed you; I am sorry if you are weary of me.”
At those last words her manner changed. “Wound me as cruelly as you please,” she said, humbly. “I will try to bear it.”
“I wouldn’t wound you for the world! Why do you persist in distressing me? Why do you feel suspicion of me which I have not deserved?” He stopped, and held out his hand. “Don’t let us quarrel, Sydney. Which will you do? Keep your bad opinion of me, or give me a fair trial?”
She loved him dearly; she was so young—and the young are so ready to hope! Still, she struggled against herself. “Herbert! is it your pity for me that is speaking now?”
He left her in despair. “It’s useless!” he said, sadly. “Nothing will conquer your inveterate distrust.”
She followed him. With a faint cry of entreaty she made him turn to her, and held him in a trembling embrace, and rested her head on his bosom. “Forgive me—be patient with me—love me.” That was all she could say.
He attempted to calm her agitation by speaking lightly. “At last, Sydney, we are friends again!” he said.