Ray was tempted to laugh, but he wanted above all to read his poem, and to lead up to it without delay, and he denied himself the pleasure of a giggle with Mrs. Denton. “I suppose,” he said, “the experiment of emancipation is tried on too small a scale in a community.”
“That is what father thinks,” said Peace. “That is why he wants the whole world to be free.”
“Yes,” said Ray, aware of a relenting in her towards himself; and he added, with apparent inconsequence: “Perhaps it would help forward the time for it if every artist could express his feeling about it, or represent it somehow.”
“I don’t see exactly how they could in a picture or a statue,” said Mrs. Denton.
“No,” Ray assented from the blind alley where he had unexpectedly brought up. He broke desperately from it, and said, more toward Peace than toward her sister, “I have been trying to turn my own little disappointment into poetry. You know,” he added, “that Chapley & Co. have declined my book?”
“Yes,” she admitted, with a kind of shyness.
“I wonder,” and here Ray took the manuscript out of his pocket, “whether you would let me read you some passages of my poem.”
Mrs. Denton assented eagerly, and Peace less eagerly, but with an interest that was enough for him. Before he began to read, Mrs. Denton said a number of things that seemed suddenly to have accumulated in her mind, mostly irrelevant; she excused herself for leaving the room, and begged Ray to wait till she came back. Several times during the reading she escaped and returned; the poet finished in one of her absences.
XXIV.
“You see,” Ray said, “it’s merely a fragment.” He wiped the perspiration from his forehead.